zeke.htn
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If you're a real blackpiller, you really hate yourself. Even if you ascend to htn+, the hatred never goes away. I've seen it myself. Better jaw, better eye area, better treatment, more attention… and none of it fixes what was built internally. Because at that point, the problem isn’t your looks anymore, it’s the lens you’re using to see yourself. You completely forget yourself and lose yourself in the superficial world only focusing on your looks.
Blackpill does have one real advantage though: it teaches pattern recognition and cognitive bias. You already know how your brain naturally treats others and yourself based on looks. The only way you can actually change is by being aware of that, and choosing a different path. Most people never even get that far.
Another thing: hating others for their looks or resenting them for being lucky and winning the genetic lottery only keeps you chained to the same system that made you miserable in the first place. If you hate yourself, you want to spread your hatred to other people as a defense mechanism because your brain wants to feel better. But you don’t gain clarity by turning bitterness outward. You just spread the same poison. You will never be happy if you don't move on.
Ascension should help you, not become your entire identity. After your done, whatever goals you may have, there is no need to stay in a place like this.
Don’t waste the rest of your life fighting a war that already ended. Ascend and forget.
Blackpill does have one real advantage though: it teaches pattern recognition and cognitive bias. You already know how your brain naturally treats others and yourself based on looks. The only way you can actually change is by being aware of that, and choosing a different path. Most people never even get that far.
Another thing: hating others for their looks or resenting them for being lucky and winning the genetic lottery only keeps you chained to the same system that made you miserable in the first place. If you hate yourself, you want to spread your hatred to other people as a defense mechanism because your brain wants to feel better. But you don’t gain clarity by turning bitterness outward. You just spread the same poison. You will never be happy if you don't move on.
Ascension should help you, not become your entire identity. After your done, whatever goals you may have, there is no need to stay in a place like this.
Don’t waste the rest of your life fighting a war that already ended. Ascend and forget.
