self inflicted poverty. i am the worst millenial

[onlyhereforthehair]

my existence is hell because of dropping out and then doing nothing.
ADHD and Autism destroyed my life
Also porn and internet addiction
This is self inflictect poverty and misery

everybody life mogs me rn.

ive became an old loser nothing going for him

just glad that my body will probably give up soon because of the worst sugar and junk food addiction one can imagine

 

[Daqirius]

how old are you now?

 

[onlyhereforthehair]

soon 34

 

[VisageVirtuoso√]

my existence is hell because of dropping out and then doing nothing.
ADHD and Autism destroyed my life
Also porn and internet addiction
This is self inflictect poverty and misery

everybody life mogs me rn.

ive became an old loser nothing going for him

just glad that my body will probably give up soon because of the worst sugar and junk food addiction one can imagine

 

[onlyhereforthehair]

im at an age i would need big money too cope. i cant even escortcel and travel.

 

[Dane]

Im same as you but not oldcel yet

 

[MostGLSlayer]

Nothing to do but wageslave/ldar or distract/sedate yourself with copes. Typical life of losers in today’s society.

 

[onlyhereforthehair]

thats what my parents recommended. To stop dreaming about "healing my brain" and "getting my life back together" and instead just work an entry job and slowly move up if possible.

i know they are right so but why am i so offended by this. its like a final defeat of life

why do i as an old lonely incel loser still have an ego about being "more than that"

how can i shut it down and just accept