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Everything about you can be improved, there is so much shit to improve that it can take a lifetime to accomplish. Dont confuse this with the notion of wanting to be the top of the top - thats not it tbh its more of a 'i need to be better or I am worthless' type beat. In reality we all overvalue ourselves, like even though I think I'm subhuman I know my conscious thinks I'm better than that, even though I know I'm low iq I still think I'm high iq for believing im low iq in the first place.
It isnt BDD its self awareness if you can understand why each flaw perceived as one
Illusory superiority
vs
BDD
All this cope is bullshit, you and I arent good enough and we will never be even if we ascend to a htn+ being, we will still feel betrayed and worthless, Its not physical appearance that will solve this problem either. Status/money/socialmaxxing will fullfil the need to improve but even still there will be someone who shits on your pathetic existence, you will always be mogged nothing will ever be good enough. The obsession and unworthiness will never be filled in our hearts the enjoyment we get for improvement will be a short term gain.
We will spend our time thinking about how the journey of our improvement was the best part because the rewards pleasure lasted so momentarily but in reality the journey was the worst part and we are coping because we know nothing will ever be enough because truthfully it isnt.
Not being self aware is the key to a happy life
@HarrierDuBois @HimmyButler @5.5psl @St.TikTokcel @Whatashame
It isnt BDD its self awareness if you can understand why each flaw perceived as one
Illusory superiority
vs
BDD
All this cope is bullshit, you and I arent good enough and we will never be even if we ascend to a htn+ being, we will still feel betrayed and worthless, Its not physical appearance that will solve this problem either. Status/money/socialmaxxing will fullfil the need to improve but even still there will be someone who shits on your pathetic existence, you will always be mogged nothing will ever be good enough. The obsession and unworthiness will never be filled in our hearts the enjoyment we get for improvement will be a short term gain.
We will spend our time thinking about how the journey of our improvement was the best part because the rewards pleasure lasted so momentarily but in reality the journey was the worst part and we are coping because we know nothing will ever be enough because truthfully it isnt.
Not being self aware is the key to a happy life
@HarrierDuBois @HimmyButler @5.5psl @St.TikTokcel @Whatashame
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