suicidemonkey
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I’m 21 now which isn’t even that old but it feels like no matter what I do, I can’t build lasting self-confidence.
I genuinely look decent and have had some real success attracting women. Even so, my mind often multiplies my self-doubt and my natural instinct is to avoid evaluation/judgement at all costs. Oftentimes, basic social interactions feel really hard for me. Even being above average looking, I still feel completely worthless.
The only thing that I’ve ever had success with was Christianity but to be completely honest, I don’t want to feel like I’m missing out on the prime of my youth. I’m conflicted because I feel like without religion, I am destined to behave like an abused dog forever.
I genuinely look decent and have had some real success attracting women. Even so, my mind often multiplies my self-doubt and my natural instinct is to avoid evaluation/judgement at all costs. Oftentimes, basic social interactions feel really hard for me. Even being above average looking, I still feel completely worthless.
The only thing that I’ve ever had success with was Christianity but to be completely honest, I don’t want to feel like I’m missing out on the prime of my youth. I’m conflicted because I feel like without religion, I am destined to behave like an abused dog forever.
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