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I always thought for these past months that I was non NT and unable to get any play. Although, I don’t think I ever approach irl and online I talk to girls because of gaming related reasons and for emotional support, since they’re good at that. When I was 15, I had a plan to focus on myself and not get a relationship. I wanted to become good at many things, but I failed in a way, because my standards were very high, and was left without either. I just remembered that plan I had. I realized rn that I push women away simply by my uninterested presence irl. This forum brainwashed me into thinking otherwise. I just don’t feel a need to approach. My increasing Age keeps giving me the allusion that I was doing something wrong. Is it really ok to keep living with this level of uninterested ness in pursuing?