Serious subhuman trait

[albanianblackguy]

I used to watch gore like a madman when I was 12-16 years old. It slowed down later and now I don't seek it out. There is some enjoyment I get from satisfying morbid curiosity and seeing those things. Not that I enjoy the people suffering, its more of a medical curiosity nothing arousing about it.

gotta be bad for mental health to do it that young

 

[albanianblackguy]

I feel bad for truecels or people who havent done anything wrong in gore vids. But women are very evil so i dont feel alot of empathy when i watch them die or the stupid retards that stand infront of trains intentionally

that is also a subhuman trait, i do think their nature is evil and i did have certain bad experiences with them but in no way do i like seeing them get beaten, just be a chad and ignore them jfl

 

[Greypiller]

that is also a subhuman trait, i do think their nature is evil and i did have certain bad experiences with them but in no way do i like seeing them get beaten, just be a chad and ignore them jfl

You dont know whats its like to be subhuman like me... Women have treated me so badly and caused psychological damage to me , discovering the blackpill made things even worse , i got in trouble for "harassing" a foid once actually for standing to close to her

 

[Panzram]

gotta be bad for mental health to do it that young

I remeber I was so shocked to see the first beheading video at 12 yo my heart was racing like mad. Its is of course bad and its worse than porn. It desensitiszes you to human suffering, to some degree I guess. I still have empathy for people and animals irl tho so I don't know what damage was done.
It did teach me some things. When I saw people get hurt in real life I never got lost and reacted good in emergencies. I remeber one 13 yo girl stole my friends scooter in front of out eyes. And she just sped off right into the wall at a pretty good speed, hit her head and lost consciousness. We were 16 at the time. We all rushed and niggers were wanting to stand her up but I stopped them since she could have neck trauma. Later a local basketball coach stepped in and took charge of the situation untill EMTs arrived.
One kid was also knocked out in front of my eyes by a dumb nigger and laying on his back kinda choking on his tongue. I rolled him a recovey position and opened his mouth and put his head on his arm. The rest were either schocked or laughing. I learned those things by researching trauma, and I got that interest from watching poeple get hurt and die and wanting to know the mechanism of injury.

 

[albanianblackguy]

I remeber I was so shocked to see the first beheading video at 12 yo my heart was racing like mad. Its is of course bad and its worse than porn. It desensitiszes you to human suffering, to some degree I guess. I still have empathy for people and animals irl tho so I don't know what damage was done.
It did teach me some things. When I saw people get hurt in real life I never got lost and reacted good in emergencies. I remeber one 13 yo girl stole my friends scooter in front of out eyes. And she just sped off right into the wall at a pretty good speed, hit her head and lost consciousness. We were 16 at the time. We all rushed and niggers were wanting to stand her up but I stopped them since she could have neck trauma. Later a local basketball coach stepped in and took charge of the situation untill EMTs arrived.
One kid was also knocked out in front of my eyes by a dumb nigger and laying on his back kinda choking on his tongue. I rolled him a recovey position and opened his mouth and put his head on his arm. The rest were either schocked or laughing. I learned those things by researching trauma, and I got that interest from watching poeple get hurt and die and wanting to know the mechanism of injury.

at least u got something out of it, seems like u are that guy when shit happens, i am pretty good under pressure and i react fast but not really good when it comes to gore things irl, i genuinely get disgusted and shocked by disgusting things irl (unfortunately deformed and invalid people), would probably get fucked if i saw a guy get ran over or sum, i know a guy that saw his dad get ran over by a car and he became retarded (really like 60iq shit)

 

[back/forward]

But I still think that being aware of gore content has its benefits. If something serious happens, you won't faint or be shocked by it. Helps to keep cool. But one way or another, watching this fanatically is something unhealthy.

 

[Magnus Ironblood]

I usually watch for Ukraine War combat footage.

But sometimes I get drawn into some cartel torture vids.

 

[Panzram]

at least u got something out of it, seems like u are that guy when shit happens, i am pretty good under pressure and i react fast but not really good when it comes to gore things irl, i genuinely get disgusted and shocked by disgusting things irl (unfortunately deformed and invalid people), would probably get fucked if i saw a guy get ran over or sum, i know a guy that saw his dad get ran over by a car and he became retarded (really like 60iq shit)

I am generaly a pussy with anxiety but when shit hits the fan somehow I have it together.

I watched my dad die when I was 18. He had a ruptured aneurysm and died less than 24 h later. Was dead pretty much the second he hit the floor tho since the aneurysm was next to the brainstem. I knew imediately its something neorological I thought a seizure at first since that is what it looked like. It did fuck me up bad and I had total emotional numbness for half a year and massive brain fog. Tbh I never recoveredy IQ and brightness I had. The drop was palpable. I am 90 percent better tho. But I no longer have such vivid dreams, emotions and clear reasoning as I had before that. Started losing hair in my beard and eyebrows too, forearms not hands were numb for months and felt a literal pain in heart for months. The only thing I could feel not even sadness just pain in the heart. No joy, no anger, no sadness nothing. Later came anxiety and all that. I can see how that can fuck a person up.

 

[wishIwasSalludon]

I watch gore mainly for two reasons , 1. I find some of the gore videos abit funny since people are so stupid in the videos like that 1 video of the pajeet standing infront of the train so it’s abit comical. 2. I have incel rage sometimes and i was treated very badly due to my looks growing up by women so i started watching gore of them out of pure anger and revenge

For me it’s just morbid curiosity

I do feel bad for the people in the vid

Unless it was suicide

Since I believe suicide is a human right