lowdimotrucel
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to my knowledge i cant get banned for saying this cause i see niggas on here idolizing elliot rodger. also i will never ever start a mass shooting just so you know and im not tryna be edgy and corny.
Please do not ban me as these are just my thoughts I would never shoot up a place.
Sometimes at nightime when im alone, I like to imagine myself as a mass shooter or watch mass shooting videos on a gore website. I just fantasize about running around a mall just shooting people up and listening to them scream, In my mind there is something so satisfying about having the power to end someones life and blasting their head off their necks. To me I feel like shooting up a crowded area would feel like a sense of acomplishment not feeling acomplished but that same feeling, like when you finally beat a game youve been grinding for ages.
I think the reason I fantasize about this is because I have always been shitted on by my peers. ever since I was young I would be the joke I guess is what you would call it? What I mean by joke is they would make fun of me not as like a bullying way but they thought it was funny and I would always laugh along even though I fucking hated it. I distinctly remember when I was 12-13 going home with sadness and rage. I was also always the one they would ditch as a joke, and get literally pushed for no reason like in those hollywood highschool movies. That is what my friends at the time would do to me. But it wasnt just my friends, my taller way stronger class mates shove me around for no fucking reason. literally today it happend 3 times, one of the times that happend today was at the start of the day when their ball rolled over past me that fucking cunt bodied me to the side that fucking prick and his friends were laughing about it to, I want to wipe that fucking smug smile off their faces it pisses me off so much. I want to instill fear into people because I am such a pathetic piece of shit
I fucking hate being such a weak minded prick who thinks cowerdly thoughts like these but I want to fucking run into my classroom with a shotgun in my hands and kill them while they are crying.
I also think this is the reason why I wanted to torture small animals like guinea pigs and cats when I was 8.
Please do not ban me as these are just my thoughts I would never shoot up a place.
Sometimes at nightime when im alone, I like to imagine myself as a mass shooter or watch mass shooting videos on a gore website. I just fantasize about running around a mall just shooting people up and listening to them scream, In my mind there is something so satisfying about having the power to end someones life and blasting their head off their necks. To me I feel like shooting up a crowded area would feel like a sense of acomplishment not feeling acomplished but that same feeling, like when you finally beat a game youve been grinding for ages.
I think the reason I fantasize about this is because I have always been shitted on by my peers. ever since I was young I would be the joke I guess is what you would call it? What I mean by joke is they would make fun of me not as like a bullying way but they thought it was funny and I would always laugh along even though I fucking hated it. I distinctly remember when I was 12-13 going home with sadness and rage. I was also always the one they would ditch as a joke, and get literally pushed for no reason like in those hollywood highschool movies. That is what my friends at the time would do to me. But it wasnt just my friends, my taller way stronger class mates shove me around for no fucking reason. literally today it happend 3 times, one of the times that happend today was at the start of the day when their ball rolled over past me that fucking cunt bodied me to the side that fucking prick and his friends were laughing about it to, I want to wipe that fucking smug smile off their faces it pisses me off so much. I want to instill fear into people because I am such a pathetic piece of shit
I fucking hate being such a weak minded prick who thinks cowerdly thoughts like these but I want to fucking run into my classroom with a shotgun in my hands and kill them while they are crying.
I also think this is the reason why I wanted to torture small animals like guinea pigs and cats when I was 8.

