vermillioncorefan
a hole that’s unlocked by any key is a bad hole
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It's pretty good but could be better. I'm a switch and my bf cannot handle being any form of submissive because he is so insecure and afraid of any form of submission. He cries every time I bring it up and blames it on trauma (of being chased by someone in a truck and of being chased by a truck while on a motorcycle). He is perpetually worried of being attacked and forced into submission.
I beat him while wrestling once and he started hyperventilating and crying and said, "If you can beat me, how am I gonna be able to defend myself out there?"
I just want to make him my pet and play with his asshole. He has let me finger him twice but I so badly want more.
I find it so degrading always being "his" sub. I'm not just a sub. But I let him think that just so I can use the sex we have as an escape from my life. I like letting go of control and forgetting I exist, but I don't want to be doing that every time anymore.
I brought up that I won't cede my switch side a few months ago and nothing changed after his crying fit because I coddled him, said it was ok and ignored how I feel. I'll try again when I see him next… hopefully he doesn't blame his trauma on this again.
I beat him while wrestling once and he started hyperventilating and crying and said, "If you can beat me, how am I gonna be able to defend myself out there?"
I just want to make him my pet and play with his asshole. He has let me finger him twice but I so badly want more.
I find it so degrading always being "his" sub. I'm not just a sub. But I let him think that just so I can use the sex we have as an escape from my life. I like letting go of control and forgetting I exist, but I don't want to be doing that every time anymore.
I brought up that I won't cede my switch side a few months ago and nothing changed after his crying fit because I coddled him, said it was ok and ignored how I feel. I'll try again when I see him next… hopefully he doesn't blame his trauma on this again.