she didnt fight for me to stay

[Jase]

she didnt plead or fight or beg or even ask.
she said nothing.
"whatever. What am I losing if he moves"
thats what she probably thinks.

were not even together. we had no future. could not have no future.

all fantasy in my head.
all fantasy.

 

[Jase]

I MESSED UP. I SHOULD HAVE BEEN PATIENT.
not that it would have changed the outcome.
i see how she looks at me.
"weak and pitiful."
"ugly."
thats what she thought.
like all of them do.

not fair.

 

[Jase]

I knew the second she made her decision.
to the moment i displayed my ultimate weakness.
she knew then and there i was useless.
not a man. a useless man.

 

[Jase]

I don't blame her actually.
god made me like this.
he made her like that.

 

[Jase]

Now she is gone.
If i was not ugly and the way god made me she would have said "okay that would be nice"

but im me and not the me i should have been.
im not the me for her.

 

[Deleted member 23231]

Don't forget your balls on the way out, always have your balls, never leave them with some cunt.

Alex SANTIAGO OF DORADO MACHODOM<>

 

[Deleted member 14262]

Is this poetry?

 

[JovenCansao]