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there’s this stacy at my school. i don’t even say that lightly. she’s not just hot or popular, she’s literally perfect. perfect face, perfect voice, perfect posture, perfect skin. talented in every lane—plays instruments, kills it in sports, top grades, always dressed nice without even trying. she doesn’t force anything, she just exists on a higher plane. like she was made to be admired, not approached. the kind of girl you just know is gonna be a CEO or marry one. she’s what people imagine when they say “she’s out of your league.” nah, she’s out of everyone’s league.
back in 2024, i shot my shot. i was delusional back then, ngl. thought maybe i had a chance. i was LTN at best, probably sub5. but i had a weird calmness about it. maybe cause deep down i knew it wouldn’t happen. she rejected me, obviously. soft, polite, didn’t humiliate me or anything. i just moved on like it was nothing. laughed it off. told myself it was character development.
fast forward to now… i got rejected again. not by a stacy. not even by someone above me. i got rejected by my looksmatch. Mid mtn. maybe even high mtn if you’re generous. she wasn’t perfect, but she was cute, feminine, sweet. i thought we were on the same level. and she still said no. not even a soft no. it felt different this time. it cut deep. cause it made everything click.
like… if my looksmatch doesn’t want me, then who the fuck does? that rejection didn’t just sting it exposed me. it’s like the universe just reminded me where i actually stand. all those hours on org, fixing my diet, changing my routine, mewing till my jaw cramps it wasn’t enough. not even for someone on my tier.
and suddenly the stacy rejection from 2024 came back to me. i didn’t care back then because i didn’t believe in myself. now that i do, every “no” feels like a slap back into reality. it’s not just rejection it’s a reminder that no matter how hard i try, i’m still not enough. not yet. maybe never.
Anyways, has anyone been in this problem? And if yes do you have an answer to why
back in 2024, i shot my shot. i was delusional back then, ngl. thought maybe i had a chance. i was LTN at best, probably sub5. but i had a weird calmness about it. maybe cause deep down i knew it wouldn’t happen. she rejected me, obviously. soft, polite, didn’t humiliate me or anything. i just moved on like it was nothing. laughed it off. told myself it was character development.
fast forward to now… i got rejected again. not by a stacy. not even by someone above me. i got rejected by my looksmatch. Mid mtn. maybe even high mtn if you’re generous. she wasn’t perfect, but she was cute, feminine, sweet. i thought we were on the same level. and she still said no. not even a soft no. it felt different this time. it cut deep. cause it made everything click.
like… if my looksmatch doesn’t want me, then who the fuck does? that rejection didn’t just sting it exposed me. it’s like the universe just reminded me where i actually stand. all those hours on org, fixing my diet, changing my routine, mewing till my jaw cramps it wasn’t enough. not even for someone on my tier.
and suddenly the stacy rejection from 2024 came back to me. i didn’t care back then because i didn’t believe in myself. now that i do, every “no” feels like a slap back into reality. it’s not just rejection it’s a reminder that no matter how hard i try, i’m still not enough. not yet. maybe never.
Anyways, has anyone been in this problem? And if yes do you have an answer to why
