hopecel
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I asked her to block me... she initially refused to do that but then blocked me for a day
look, I asked her to do so because she rejected me and acted kinda cold, if I ask you where do you live or what's your name, you're supposed to answer, no matter how much scared of "doxxing" from your political opponent you're flirting with you are.. she always just joked with me and I genuinely was into her
another big problem is, she's been chatting for months before we met with my old friend I lost contacts with... she initially mentioned she has another guy my age as a "serious option for marriage", later I realised it was him... and yeah she mentioned him in a sexual context which was a big turn off for me, that's when she lost me... despite the fact that I mog him, both physically and sexually... another thing, she doesn't even know what I look like, I refused to show myself in the same manner as she refused to tell me her name, I acted like I was scared of doxxing when in reality I was scared of rejection or roasting from her
some girls would even call me beautiful or "cute" but I definitely mog that guy (my old online friend) who I was competing with for her... now I can't take her seriously after she insulted me and mentioned him in a sexual way, that was giga cucked and I told her I didn't know she's a whore... I mean she's a radical feminist bitch that acts like a traditional alt-right woman, she's a walking red flag yet so fucking attractive, mysterious and charismatic, on top of that she gave me a lot of attention... is that because I was interesting to her since I confronted her views or I was just a clown trying to rizz her as if I was some alpha slayer? she literally saw both sides of me, Jeffry and Adonis, slayer and simp, based and cringe... I admitted to her that I'm bipolar and she called my neuroticism (in her own words) "cute"
brother I loved her like no girl before, I cried more over her, a girl who I met like a 2 weeks ago, then I have cried over my irl oneitis who I was obsessed with for almost 3 years... I mean, she kinda looks like her so maybe that's the reason I fell in love with her, she looked like the girl I wanted so badly...
