Shes gone for good! (rant)

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Looong ass rant

She just told me she found out stuff about me, i dunno what, prolly that i was talking to other girls.

But i mean she sent me screenshots of her texting her ex! And she sent me texts between her and some other guy, so yknow.

But yeah this girl would freak out so fucking bad if i mentioned another woman, before i knew she was crazy i made a racist joke about an asian chick and she just told me she doesnt wanna talk to me, so i just blocked her.

Then like a week and a half later i got drunk and texted her and we got back together.

She did cocaine heroine huffing plastic and would just tell me she hated me out of nowhere and id just leave her alone for a few days and text her i love you and wed pick things up again

She also cut herself alot like she sent me some pics of her cut up thigh, and the blood had bubbled up in one and the cuts were so thick it actually freaked me out

One time i mentioned my sister and her first thought was "would you fuck her?" So i literally could not acknowledge another woman at all

but when things were good things were gooood, she is incredibly skinny and has nice tits and when she was high shed just say i love you over and over, and i could say whatever the fuck i wanted to her, no filter needed whatsoever

But i always knew id be able to get her back no matter what, the one time i tried to let her leave me for good she said to me "you can literally just tell me no" so from that point id just say things like "you cant leave cuz we're perfect for eachother" when she told me we had to break up, it only worked once though and everytime she flipped her switch and said i hate you or fuck you id just have to wait a few days.

So yesterday she says "I love you but i dont think i should be in a relatioship with anyone" and this seems genuine to me so i dont say that bs i just say "i respect you" and she says "i love you" and i say the same and things are left at that for a day or two
But im sitting in my friends basement watching the stupid ass new stranger things season and i get a message "i have the power to find out and i found out on finsta and im gonna throw up never talk to me again or try to talk to my friends again fuck you"

first of all i texted all her followers cuz i didnt know where she was and i genuinely believed she died From an overdose, and i mean this is as final as it gets she cuts herself for me mentioning other woman she will drop me so fast for talking to woman ,and i get a reaaalllyy bad gross feeling like i know its done for good, like its bad bad, so i walk to the bathroom and furiously recite the lords prayer which actually helps a bit

But yeah shes gone for good and i know i was prolly one of fucking many but that comfort is gone and will never comeback, if you read allat kudos
 

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