revelations214
it never began
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Im really fucking embarassed of this even after 2 years
So I met a girl on internet. We started chatting and everything was fine, we chatted 10 hours a day. She was genuinely excited talking to me and she was the typa girl u would think is the one. She asked me if I wanted to go out. Im a really anxious anti social incel fuck so I didnt really want to. Shes the only girl I went out with to this day. Idk how but she kinda lured me outside with all that emotion and excitement she had in her texts
we met, she tried to give me a hug but I just waved at her like a fucking moron
We were just walking around and talking to eachother, occasionally sitting on a bench together.
We went to the mall, I could see and hear ppl laughing behind my back (I had the dorkiest fucking outfit ever, I was changing styles and all money I had were like 30 bucks so I bought a shirt off aliexpress for 15 and some shitty ass jeans (best shit I could find in my local cheap shop for 15 bucks)
After we stepped on an escalator I kinda felt something behind me and I caught her filming me. I found this really weird and I already felt like garbage enough but didnt say shit to her. When we went to buy some water 2 foids ran up to her talkimg bout liking her style and how she was real pretty. Then one of the foids looked at my face and I saw that DISGUST in her face, she like instantly swapped out emotions from happy to grossed out. Rest of the walk was really awkward too cause I just didnt wanna start talking first to embarass myself even further.
So I walked her to the subway, she gave me a hug and we separated.
We chatted fine for like a week and on week 2 she started ignoring me.
3 days later she posted a photo of her and some dude holding hands and recreating some couple photo
Shit still haunts me
So I met a girl on internet. We started chatting and everything was fine, we chatted 10 hours a day. She was genuinely excited talking to me and she was the typa girl u would think is the one. She asked me if I wanted to go out. Im a really anxious anti social incel fuck so I didnt really want to. Shes the only girl I went out with to this day. Idk how but she kinda lured me outside with all that emotion and excitement she had in her texts
we met, she tried to give me a hug but I just waved at her like a fucking moron
We were just walking around and talking to eachother, occasionally sitting on a bench together.
We went to the mall, I could see and hear ppl laughing behind my back (I had the dorkiest fucking outfit ever, I was changing styles and all money I had were like 30 bucks so I bought a shirt off aliexpress for 15 and some shitty ass jeans (best shit I could find in my local cheap shop for 15 bucks)
After we stepped on an escalator I kinda felt something behind me and I caught her filming me. I found this really weird and I already felt like garbage enough but didnt say shit to her. When we went to buy some water 2 foids ran up to her talkimg bout liking her style and how she was real pretty. Then one of the foids looked at my face and I saw that DISGUST in her face, she like instantly swapped out emotions from happy to grossed out. Rest of the walk was really awkward too cause I just didnt wanna start talking first to embarass myself even further.
So I walked her to the subway, she gave me a hug and we separated.
We chatted fine for like a week and on week 2 she started ignoring me.
3 days later she posted a photo of her and some dude holding hands and recreating some couple photo
Shit still haunts me
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