Should I go for therapy?

[NDfinaleboss]

It made my ocd and neuroticism 1000000x worse it’s irresponsible asf to blindly recommend

Well, for me chronic sadness is sort of deeply ingrained in my brain so I’ve pretty much already accepted that I’m going to live most of my life in a state of not wanting to be alive, but the shrooms definitely did get me further from suicide as the 2 weeks after I had a lust for life and remained without suicidal thoughts for a good 4-5 weeks.