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Iron
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- Sep 25, 2023
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I don’t even know where to start. I feel like I’ve hit rock bottom. My brain just doesn’t work right anymore. The fog is so heavy all the time that I can barely think. It feels like my IQ dropped sub 70, like I’ve lost the sharpness I used to have. I feel so stupid interacting with people.
I was diagnosed with chronic inflammatory response syndrome and mast cell activation syndrome a while back, and ever since then, it feels like my whole body and mind have been falling apart. My immune system reacts to everything, food, smells etc. currently im on strict lions diet but still coping as its not helping with the brain fog. I can’t eat fruits, vegetables, grains, junk, or my immune system flares up even more.
I can’t get hard, I have no sex drive, no passion, no energy. I’ve tried so many treatments, supplements, medications nothing really works. Even on testosterone replacement therapy, I feel like nothing inside me is responding. I’m on 300mg testosterone with ED and confidence like a soy cuck.
The anxiety is constant. I can’t talk to people the way I used to. Even simple social situations feel impossible now. My brain doesn’t even have the capacity for simple conversations now.
I don’t have friends. Most days I just lie in bed, staring at the ceiling, scrolling, rotting away. I don’t care about dating or sex or any of that, I never see myself getting into a relationship again. It’s not even possible for me physically anymore, mentally too.
I’m destined to be an incel I guess, but even you incels have brains or at least some passions.
You’re nerds but at least smart, at least you have brains, at least you have passions. I’m just a low iq vegetable. Considering just roping. I’m 21 male, hmtn-lhtn 6’1 but it’s all to waste, be honest should I just rope? I don’t see myself being a functional member of society ever.
I was diagnosed with chronic inflammatory response syndrome and mast cell activation syndrome a while back, and ever since then, it feels like my whole body and mind have been falling apart. My immune system reacts to everything, food, smells etc. currently im on strict lions diet but still coping as its not helping with the brain fog. I can’t eat fruits, vegetables, grains, junk, or my immune system flares up even more.
I can’t get hard, I have no sex drive, no passion, no energy. I’ve tried so many treatments, supplements, medications nothing really works. Even on testosterone replacement therapy, I feel like nothing inside me is responding. I’m on 300mg testosterone with ED and confidence like a soy cuck.
The anxiety is constant. I can’t talk to people the way I used to. Even simple social situations feel impossible now. My brain doesn’t even have the capacity for simple conversations now.
I don’t have friends. Most days I just lie in bed, staring at the ceiling, scrolling, rotting away. I don’t care about dating or sex or any of that, I never see myself getting into a relationship again. It’s not even possible for me physically anymore, mentally too.
I’m destined to be an incel I guess, but even you incels have brains or at least some passions.
You’re nerds but at least smart, at least you have brains, at least you have passions. I’m just a low iq vegetable. Considering just roping. I’m 21 male, hmtn-lhtn 6’1 but it’s all to waste, be honest should I just rope? I don’t see myself being a functional member of society ever.