bRY62
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I’m 16m ltn. My hmtn-htn friends ignore me when I greet them in the halls. My overall friend group hates me; exclude me from everything, tell me I have no friends (jfl), call me ugly, etc.
I’ve never been to a homecoming, prom, school dance in my life. Literally my whole life I’ve been the weird kid and I just cannot do anything about it. Worst part is I don’t compensate in any category in life. I’m failing all my classes because I gave up on trying and intended on killing myself but didn’t follow through with it so now my gpa is cooked.
Literally when this guy I know came on the bus today he was like “gahhhh damn bry you’re so fugly” and just kept calling me ugly in different ways eventually just straight bullying me with his foid friend and asked if I was a virgin to which I lied and said I wasn’t and he looked genuinely shocked and tried dapping me up. When I was walking off the bus I could heard him talking shit about me with his foid friend. Shit just pisses me off like why do you need to do that to feel better about yourself. He’s an ugly ass black dude too! This has been my whole life. Girls laugh at me when I walk past them in the halls. I just stare down at my phone when walking to my classes. All of this has been my whole life and started in 7th grade when I found out I was ugly and it just never got better.
I have no motivation to do anything with my life. If I don’t do it now I’m gonna do it when I’m 30 and a bum crackhead. I don’t wanna DIE I just don’t wanna be alive if that makes any sense.
I’ve never been to a homecoming, prom, school dance in my life. Literally my whole life I’ve been the weird kid and I just cannot do anything about it. Worst part is I don’t compensate in any category in life. I’m failing all my classes because I gave up on trying and intended on killing myself but didn’t follow through with it so now my gpa is cooked.
Literally when this guy I know came on the bus today he was like “gahhhh damn bry you’re so fugly” and just kept calling me ugly in different ways eventually just straight bullying me with his foid friend and asked if I was a virgin to which I lied and said I wasn’t and he looked genuinely shocked and tried dapping me up. When I was walking off the bus I could heard him talking shit about me with his foid friend. Shit just pisses me off like why do you need to do that to feel better about yourself. He’s an ugly ass black dude too! This has been my whole life. Girls laugh at me when I walk past them in the halls. I just stare down at my phone when walking to my classes. All of this has been my whole life and started in 7th grade when I found out I was ugly and it just never got better.
I have no motivation to do anything with my life. If I don’t do it now I’m gonna do it when I’m 30 and a bum crackhead. I don’t wanna DIE I just don’t wanna be alive if that makes any sense.
