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I'm currently debating whether it's worth to go to school still. I can still go to school for 2 years (currently not going tho, cause I'm depressed, but I'd still go probably if I was convinced it's worth it). Alternatively I'd probably work part-time and make about 470 euro / month at least up to 800 is still realistic when working part-time in my case; I could also try working full-time, but not too sure. Going to school i'd get approx 270euro / month. I'm regularly spending money on drugs and looksmax-items tho, but in like half a year I can prob save most of the money that I get while currently I don't have any savings. I'm 18 yo
I need to get surgery asap (will soon have a consultation) and looksmax very hard (I do think I have quite good potential to get to HTN with simple surgery and looksmaxxes and maybe Chadlite when taking it very far eventually, currently about 2.75 to 3 PSL selfrated; I have a lot of big flaws that are easy to fix), thus money is very important to me; my parents are prob paying a large part of costs too though.
Also, I am very low NT and honestly think I still have realistic chances to improve a ton in that regard when going to school cause I transferred to a new school a year ago and didn't rly show up there yet; thus people don't know me yet (chances are definitely not higher than like 10% max tho). Plus, by leaving school completely I'd prob stay mentally very undeveloped for my whole life cause I've not rly been talking to anyone but my parents for approx 5 years and I think that the language experiences that you earn while still being in school are very important. I didn't make those experiences yet at all
Also very important to me is that through dating apps, insta etc. I will always have chances to get to know women; but like I don't think it's easy to find potential male friends outside of school unless I was to be very sociable; thus abondoning school might mean that I won't ever have male friends
I need to get surgery asap (will soon have a consultation) and looksmax very hard (I do think I have quite good potential to get to HTN with simple surgery and looksmaxxes and maybe Chadlite when taking it very far eventually, currently about 2.75 to 3 PSL selfrated; I have a lot of big flaws that are easy to fix), thus money is very important to me; my parents are prob paying a large part of costs too though.
Also, I am very low NT and honestly think I still have realistic chances to improve a ton in that regard when going to school cause I transferred to a new school a year ago and didn't rly show up there yet; thus people don't know me yet (chances are definitely not higher than like 10% max tho). Plus, by leaving school completely I'd prob stay mentally very undeveloped for my whole life cause I've not rly been talking to anyone but my parents for approx 5 years and I think that the language experiences that you earn while still being in school are very important. I didn't make those experiences yet at all
Also very important to me is that through dating apps, insta etc. I will always have chances to get to know women; but like I don't think it's easy to find potential male friends outside of school unless I was to be very sociable; thus abondoning school might mean that I won't ever have male friends