SHOULD I KILL MYSELF ON MY BIRTHDAY?

[Deleted member 21244]

Tomorrow is my birthday
I will be turning 17
I’m starting a new life in a new city and school
my social skills are severly impaired due to high functioning autism\pddnos
I was hoping that returning to my home country and speaking in my first language would solve the problem and I would suddenly become giga NT
I started a new Instagram account and it’s currently at 12 followers
I’m in unimaginable pain right now due to anxiety
I don’t feel any joy anymore
Should I end it?

 

[Deleted member 21244]

I have left behind 2 highschools and changed classes in the second school
Currently im going to my 3rd highschool and it’s so confusing for my brain
All the friend groups and gossips and status levels
I can’t handle it anymore

 

[Deleted member 21244]

 

[Erik-Jón]

Nah

 

[Deleted member 15827]

Ok

 

[House Lannister]

I have left behind 2 highschools and changed classes in the second school
Currently im going to my 3rd highschool and it’s so confusing for my brain
All the friend groups and gossips and status levels
I can’t handle it anymore

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Exact same situation happened to me (3 highschool moves in two years) and I became mentally ill and flopped my grades after being a high achiever throughout

 

[poopoohead]

Tomorrow is my birthday
I will be turning 17
I’m starting a new life in a new city and school
my social skills are severly impaired due to high functioning autism\pddnos
I was hoping that returning to my home country and speaking in my first language would solve the problem and I would suddenly become giga NT
I started a new Instagram account and it’s currently at 12 followers
I’m in unimaginable pain right now due to anxiety
I don’t feel any joy anymore
Should I end it?
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Just go with it

 

[Deleted member 21244]

Exact same situation happened to me (3 highschool moves in two years) and I became mentally ill and flopped my grades after being a high achiever throughout

Thanks for sharing your experiences (made me feel less alone)

 

[John124]

Tomorrow is my birthday
I will be turning 17
I’m starting a new life in a new city and school
my social skills are severly impaired due to high functioning autism\pddnos
I was hoping that returning to my home country and speaking in my first language would solve the problem and I would suddenly become giga NT
I started a new Instagram account and it’s currently at 12 followers
I’m in unimaginable pain right now due to anxiety
I don’t feel any joy anymore
Should I end it?
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Before you kill yourself, consider the fact that you could just be hungry

 

[poopoohead]

Tomorrow is my birthday
I will be turning 17
I’m starting a new life in a new city and school
my social skills are severly impaired due to high functioning autism\pddnos
I was hoping that returning to my home country and speaking in my first language would solve the problem and I would suddenly become giga NT
I started a new Instagram account and it’s currently at 12 followers
I’m in unimaginable pain right now due to anxiety
I don’t feel any joy anymore
Should I end it?
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You got this home slice

 

[House Lannister]

Thanks for sharing your experiences (made me feel less alone)

Yeah same it makes me feel better that someone else here is going through the same shit (I went through 100x more things as well). I wish you the best bro really

 

[Deleted member 21146]

Do it

 

[Deleted member 20891]

Tomorrow is my birthday
I will be turning 17
I’m starting a new life in a new city and school
my social skills are severly impaired due to high functioning autism\pddnos
I was hoping that returning to my home country and speaking in my first language would solve the problem and I would suddenly become giga NT
I started a new Instagram account and it’s currently at 12 followers
I’m in unimaginable pain right now due to anxiety
I don’t feel any joy anymore
Should I end it?
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You should go ER

 

[Deleted member 20370]

your balls didnt even drop yet

 

[Deleted member 21146]

your balls didnt even drop yet

Im 17 and have a birthday at december and im gona rope soon my balls are deep in your mom