Jeiko
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That's a serious question, i genuinely want to rope for the second time of my life.
The chances that i rope this week are about a solid 5%.
But it's kinda stupid because i've done no hardmaxx for the moment and i will get my bimax in 9 months, then implants, then canthoplasty.
Im so fucking ugly my life is horrible since the beginning.
And I realized that things weren't going to get any better without surgeries after swallowing the blackpill in 2023/2024.
It's not even about getting girls anymore; it's just about living, going outside, and being treated the way I deserve.
My worst features/ratios are always around my eyes; I make EVERYONE out feel EXTREMELY superior. I project a real submissive vibe even if im not AT ALL, everyone feels superior and above me. I may be 6'0" with a pretty good frame, I may be confident, mentally strong, coping as hard as i can and do everything I can for my eyes before going out.
But nothing helps. Last night a guy called me “My little” (we say that in France, but it’s only for kids, I’m 20).
“Are you okay? Are you normal?” “You look sad.” “He’s so cute.” was yesterday too.
And it's everyday. Not even joking this was just barely above average day when i go outside (like a top 35% day). Even subhuman feel superiors.
I can have a happy day, and they ruin my entire week.
I would have to suffer minimum 9 months for my bimax, then another year minimum for implants and cantho.
Since bimax dosent change eyes at all, i dont even know if my eyes will completly transform from subhuman to just LTN eyes tho, i genuinely want to ropemaxx.
If my whole family die tomorrow, i will be so fucking happy so i can kill and kms in peace without making them sad.
I will not post pics whatsoever on this forum, i just post this to clear my mind, i don't necessarily expect a reply.
The chances that i rope this week are about a solid 5%.
But it's kinda stupid because i've done no hardmaxx for the moment and i will get my bimax in 9 months, then implants, then canthoplasty.
Im so fucking ugly my life is horrible since the beginning.
And I realized that things weren't going to get any better without surgeries after swallowing the blackpill in 2023/2024.
It's not even about getting girls anymore; it's just about living, going outside, and being treated the way I deserve.
My worst features/ratios are always around my eyes; I make EVERYONE out feel EXTREMELY superior. I project a real submissive vibe even if im not AT ALL, everyone feels superior and above me. I may be 6'0" with a pretty good frame, I may be confident, mentally strong, coping as hard as i can and do everything I can for my eyes before going out.
But nothing helps. Last night a guy called me “My little” (we say that in France, but it’s only for kids, I’m 20).
“Are you okay? Are you normal?” “You look sad.” “He’s so cute.” was yesterday too.
And it's everyday. Not even joking this was just barely above average day when i go outside (like a top 35% day). Even subhuman feel superiors.
I can have a happy day, and they ruin my entire week.
I would have to suffer minimum 9 months for my bimax, then another year minimum for implants and cantho.
Since bimax dosent change eyes at all, i dont even know if my eyes will completly transform from subhuman to just LTN eyes tho, i genuinely want to ropemaxx.
If my whole family die tomorrow, i will be so fucking happy so i can kill and kms in peace without making them sad.
I will not post pics whatsoever on this forum, i just post this to clear my mind, i don't necessarily expect a reply.
