should i lose my virginity with an escort before i kill myself?

[Kiwi'sSub5]

I'm preparing my suicide, unfortunately it will take a little while, but I'm working on it. I have a doubt though, I'm 19 and I'm a virgin, I've never even kissed a girl, before killing myself should I call an escort and lose my virginity with her? I mean I realize it's not the best, especially as a first fuck, but I don't want to die like a loser, or rather I am and always will be but at least at the point of death I would like not to feel like one

 

[bululu_87]

Trust me your life isn't bad enough to commit suicide
But yes fuck the escort

 

[Sceptical]

 

[Yonee]

Killing yourself isn't worth it man it won't change shit

 

[2025cel]

obviously don't rope and shit

but if you're seriously considering it fuck a few fat shaniquas before doing it

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

Trust me your life isn't bad enough to commit suicide
But yes fuck the escort

my life is bad enough to commit suicide bro but i will probably fuck the escort tho

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

Killing yourself isn't worth it man it won't change shit

well at least I won't be alive anymore and I won't have to suffer anymore, something will surely change

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

obviously don't rope and shit

but if you're seriously considering it fuck a few fat shaniquas before doing it

yall are convincing me, at first I was reluctant about fucking an escort but now I'm changing my mind

 

[neverlookback]

Bro ur only 19
we're the same age
Give it some time

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

Bro ur only 19
we're the same age
Give it some time

it's not even about girls and being an incel anymore, or rather it is partially related. the point is that I'm a fucking loser, I won't do anything good in my life and thinking about my future only gives me anxiety because I know that only misery awaits me. then yeah being a virgin and hating myself certainly doesn't help but I'm certainly not killing myself just for this

 

[Cuervo]

Bro the problem with many virgins is that they're picky as shit

Hood men just fuck any low iq ugly girl to get rid of the v card

autism is probably the huge offender. Having sex is actually pretty accessible except for autists

 

[Cuervo]

it's not even about girls and being an incel anymore, or rather it is partially related. the point is that I'm a fucking loser, I won't do anything good in my life and thinking about my future only gives me anxiety because I know that only misery awaits me. then yeah being a virgin and hating myself certainly doesn't help but I'm certainly not killing myself just for this

you're just too young dude, basically a teenager, try to get help or at least remind u that you're in for a long prime

 

[neverlookback]

it's not even about girls and being an incel anymore, or rather it is partially related. the point is that I'm a fucking loser, I won't do anything good in my life and thinking about my future only gives me anxiety because I know that only misery awaits me. then yeah being a virgin and hating myself certainly doesn't help but I'm certainly not killing myself just for this

Just wait it out nigga
It's all temporary

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

Bro the problem with many virgins is that they're picky as shit

Hood men just fuck any low iq ugly girl to get rid of the v card

autism is probably the huge offender. Having sex is actually pretty accessible except for autists

ye I know, but I don't want to kill myself just because I haven't lost my virginity yet, just to be clear

 

[SharpOrange]

I'm preparing my suicide, unfortunately it will take a little while, but I'm working on it. I have a doubt though, I'm 19 and I'm a virgin, I've never even kissed a girl, before killing myself should I call an escort and lose my virginity with her? I mean I realize it's not the best, especially as a first fuck, but I don't want to die like a loser, or rather I am and always will be but at least at the point of death I would like not to feel like one

yes go to escort fuck her pussy good and let her give you blowjob.
how old r u btw i am 23 still khhv and same as you

 

[7arely.eroz]

I'm preparing my suicide, unfortunately it will take a little while, but I'm working on it. I have a doubt though, I'm 19 and I'm a virgin, I've never even kissed a girl, before killing myself should I call an escort and lose my virginity with her? I mean I realize it's not the best, especially as a first fuck, but I don't want to die like a loser, or rather I am and always will be but at least at the point of death I would like not to feel like one

Ain't worth it bruh

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

Just wait it out nigga
It's all temporary

I can't take it anymore, I'm tired

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

you're just too young dude, basically a teenager, try to get help or at least remind u that you're in for a long prime

I've already decided that I'm going to do it, but really, I appreciate that there are people who don't want me to kill myself, it makes me feel appreciated, thank you guys

 

[Beanermaxxer]

my life is bad enough to commit suicide bro but i will probably fuck the escort tho

Is it actually that bad or are you just depressed? Don’t kill yourself faggot, or I will come to your house and rape your dead body.

But yeah, lose your virginity with an scort, shit is a purely social construct anyways, no need for it to be “special”. In fact most people don’t have a special first time

 

[jflkiefmaxxing]

I'm preparing my suicide, unfortunately it will take a little while, but I'm working on it. I have a doubt though, I'm 19 and I'm a virgin, I've never even kissed a girl, before killing myself should I call an escort and lose my virginity with her? I mean I realize it's not the best, especially as a first fuck, but I don't want to die like a loser, or rather I am and always will be but at least at the point of death I would like not to feel like one

do you need help?

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

Is it actually that bad or are you just depressed? Don’t kill yourself faggot, or I will come to your house and rape your dead body.

But yeah, lose your virginity with an scort, shit is a purely social construct anyways, no need for it to be “special”. In fact most people don’t have a special first time

nah i mean it's not THAT bad but i think i'm depressed, anyway you're just giving me another reason to kill myself now

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

do you need help?

help for what nigga

 

[ScientificLooksmax]

absolutely. also any SMV is fixable. i was the truest truecel and did extreme blackpill strategies to fix everything

 

[Beanermaxxer]

Also if you are like actually considering killing yourself, why not try psychedelics first?

Maybe you need a different perspective about yourself, don’t be scared of having a bad trip.

If you actually consider it you can send me a message and I can guide you through, so you can have a pleasurable experience.

 

[jflkiefmaxxing]

help for what nigga

Bro reach out if ur thinking about killing urself

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

Also if you are like actually considering killing yourself, why not try psychedelics first?

Maybe you need a different perspective about yourself, don’t be scared of having a bad trip.

If you actually consider it you can send me a message and I can guide you through, so you can have a pleasurable experience.

you are so goated twin but i just wanna die honestly, the only thing i'm afraid of is that there is a small percentage chance that my brain could be damaged for life making me disabled, i'm too afraid of that

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

Bro reach out if ur thinking about killing urself

idk im tired, i dont feel like seeking help, suicide seems like the quickest and easiest option honestly

 

[jflkiefmaxxing]

idk im tired, i dont feel like seeking help, suicide seems like the quickest and easiest option honestly

fair enough u should call the suicidal hotline tho

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

fair enough u should call the suicidal hotline tho

yeah I could, maybe I will do it, thanks bro

 

[Askeladd93270]

Damn you must look so bad send pics and don't do it I'll tell you if you should do it or not

 

[Hugo bone smashing]

I'm preparing my suicide, unfortunately it will take a little while, but I'm working on it. I have a doubt though, I'm 19 and I'm a virgin, I've never even kissed a girl, before killing myself should I call an escort and lose my virginity with her? I mean I realize it's not the best, especially as a first fuck, but I don't want to die like a loser, or rather I am and always will be but at least at the point of death I would like not to feel like one

Yeah do it

 

[Beanermaxxer]

you are so goated twin but i just wanna die honestly, the only thing i'm afraid of is that there is a small percentage chance that my brain could be damaged for life making me disabled, i'm too afraid of that

The worse thing that could happen is that you have the schizophrenia genes and the psychedelics trigger it earlier than it would have triggered. Or some sort of anxiety disorder if you do some dumb shit.

As long as you don’t have schizo parents, have a guide and go in with a COMPLETLY open mind you will be fine.

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

Damn you must look so bad send pics and don't do it I'll tell you if you should do it or not

why do yall assume that I want to kill myself because of my looks? i mean sure that's one of the reasons why I'm doing it but it's not the only one

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

The worse thing that could happen is that you have the schizophrenia genes and the psychedelics trigger it earlier than it would have triggered. Or some sort of anxiety disorder if you do some dumb shit.

As long as you don’t have schizo parents, have a guide and go in with a COMPLETLY open mind you will be fine.

thanks bro, but I was referring to my suicide, I could be disabled for life if my suicide fails, I wasn't referring to psychedelics I expressed myself badly mb

 

[john2]

Killing yourself because you can't get women is the most lowest T thing you can do. If you're gonna kill yourself, kill yourself cause you committed a major crime and want to avoid life-time imprisonment, or something alone these lines.

Only lose your virginity to the escort if she is hot. Or else don't bother.

Btw if you're gonna actually kill yourself, please keep me updated about your journey to committing suicide.

 

[Askeladd93270]

why do yall assume that I want to kill myself because of my looks? i mean sure that's one of the reasons why I'm doing it but it's not the only one

S'en send send send send send

 

[sr4l.3]

I'm preparing my suicide, unfortunately it will take a little while, but I'm working on it. I have a doubt though, I'm 19 and I'm a virgin, I've never even kissed a girl, before killing myself should I call an escort and lose my virginity with her? I mean I realize it's not the best, especially as a first fuck, but I don't want to die like a loser, or rather I am and always will be but at least at the point of death I would like not to feel like one

yes fuck a bbl bandit b4 you go out

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

Killing yourself because you can't get women is the most lowest T thing you can do. If you're gonna kill yourself, kill yourself cause you committed a major crime and want to avoid life-time imprisonment, or something alone these lines.

Only lose your virginity to the escort if she is hot. Or else don't bother.

Btw if you're gonna actually kill yourself, please keep me updated about your journey to committing suicide.

I'm not killing myself just because of my looks and because im not being able to get any women, there are a number of reasons. But sure, I'll definitely do a goodbye thread right before I kill myself.

 

[Beanermaxxer]

thanks bro, but I was referring to my suicide, I could be disabled for life if my suicide fails, I wasn't referring to psychedelics I expressed myself badly mb

Oh yeah, a shit ton of suicide attempts end up like that. One kid from back when I was in highschool was paralyzed because he tried to jump from a tall building but somehow survived.

It’s fucking brutal, imagine wanting to die just for you to be left a vegetable, still conscious but you can’t do anything, you can’t speak, you can’t move, you can’t even try to kill yourself again.

 

[john2]

I'm not killing myself just because of my looks and because im not being able to get any women, there are a number of reasons. But sure, I'll definitely do a goodbye thread right before I kill myself.

Care to elab why you want to rope then?

And can you stream your suicide please if you're actually gonna kill yourself (not encouraging you to kys btw).

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

Oh yeah, a shit ton of suicide attempts end up like that. One kid from back when I was in highschool was paralyzed because he tried to jump from a tall building but somehow survived.

It’s fucking brutal, imagine wanting to die just for you to be left a vegetable, still conscious but you can’t do anything, you can’t speak, you can’t move, you can’t even try to kill yourself again.

you fucking bean eater don't scare me like that , it's my biggest fear to end up like this

 

[iblamestasiu]

killing urself over being a loser is definitely not worth it

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

Care to elab why you want to rope then?

And can you stream your suicide please if you're actually gonna kill yourself (not encouraging you to kys btw).

I'll make it very short, I hate myself, both in character and aesthetically, I would like to be a completely different person, I'm alone, I'm a failure and my future will be nothing but misery, I'm tired of everything, I just want to die. Anyway bro why would I stream my suicide i DONT want to become a meme or something, thats just sad, anyway I'll kill myself with sodium nitrite, there's no point in recording a death like that

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

killing urself over being a loser is definitely not worth it

idk man im tired

 

[iblamestasiu]

idk man im tired

hate to be that guy but it does get better. u need to invest into a good mindset and get ur life together. stay strong bro

 

[shiezen]

it's not even about girls and being an incel anymore, or rather it is partially related. the point is that I'm a fucking loser, I won't do anything good in my life and thinking about my future only gives me anxiety because I know that only misery awaits me. then yeah being a virgin and hating myself certainly doesn't help but I'm certainly not killing myself just for this

well listen, there is no real point in life, you have to make your goal by yourself, you can do literally anything you want instead of killing yourself. You can do anything you enjoy in and listen, it is irrelevant if you live 1 more year or 50 more years, end of life is inevitable and you know it, why rush it when it's already limited enough? Go do what you enjoy, literally anything for some time and you won't feel a need to kill yourself because Existing will always feel better then otherwise, that's why it's limited, think about it.

 

[john2]

I'll make it very short, I hate myself, both in character and aesthetically, I would like to be a completely different person, I'm alone, I'm a failure and my future will be nothing but misery, I'm tired of everything, I just want to die. Anyway bro why would I stream my suicide i DONT want to become a meme or something, thats just sad, anyway I'll kill myself with sodium nitrite, there's no point in recording a death like that

Understandable. You got to do drugs before you rope imo. At least have some real, forbidden fun before you rope (not something ordinary like sex or getting drunk). Try some opiates (morphine, heroin, etc.) and give us a review of how you felt on these drugs. Because most people are well aware that opiates, especially strong ones like heroin are the most euphoric substances. The day you take heroin, will be the peak experience of your life, it will be an overload of pleasure, both physical and mental. Even emotional. Give me more details on how you're gonna rope. So I can track the news to verify if you actually roped.

 

[gl0omy]

I'm preparing my suicide, unfortunately it will take a little while, but I'm working on it. I have a doubt though, I'm 19 and I'm a virgin, I've never even kissed a girl, before killing myself should I call an escort and lose my virginity with her? I mean I realize it's not the best, especially as a first fuck, but I don't want to die like a loser, or rather I am and always will be but at least at the point of death I would like not to feel like one

no roping is pointless. you're same age as me, we're both young, and you have plenty of time yet to lose your virginity and get girls/slays I'd go far as to tell you don't get an escort. it's usually oldcels that escortmax. and you'd feel even shit that you had to pay for your first pussy, why can't you find a girl?

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

hate to be that guy but it does get better. u need to invest into a good mindset and get ur life together. stay strong bro

I've been waiting for it to get better for years now, but the more time passes the worse it gets. At first when it was bad there were only some vague thoughts about suicide, but then it got worse and these thoughts started to become more frequent, to the point of not thinking about anything else and ordering what was necessary to kill myself. It won't get better and it never will

 

[overbeforeitbegan69]

I'm preparing my suicide, unfortunately it will take a little while, but I'm working on it. I have a doubt though, I'm 19 and I'm a virgin, I've never even kissed a girl, before killing myself should I call an escort and lose my virginity with her? I mean I realize it's not the best, especially as a first fuck, but I don't want to die like a loser, or rather I am and always will be but at least at the point of death I would like not to feel like one

If you actually plan on ending your live go to a asylum and get help, you can still kys after if that didn’t do anything