should I quit smoking

[Jaurji.XVI]

Over the months I’ve been experiencing a sense of dread and impending anxiety/doom. just genuine extreme stress. I’ve woke up and started break down crying and couldn’t stop for hours just because of how distressed I felt and it’s been like this for a bit, I’ve had this feeling of dread since I was young and I used to get it every morning then it went away and it’s come back in a new form, in a like a overwhelming wave over my body. Some days it’s not bad some days it’s terrible some days it’s exhausting and this feeling has been persistent for some reason and the only way it goes away is usually if I smoke. I’ve been getting geeked to hide behind all my feelings and thoughts and relax but at the same time i feel like I’m starting to get to a point where I may be dependent on it, it’s like dopamine for me. if u guys have tips to quit or opinions on this I’m all ears. & if u guys struggle with the same thing I wouldn’t mind listening to ur story.

 

[ImSomeone]

DNR
But yes

 

[Jaurji.XVI]

DNR
But yes

DNR?

 

[jaaba]

You should quit not for heath but rather so you stop giving raj his £10 daily so he can feed his shitty family

 

[Eltrē]

You must be soy as fuck to be getting panic attacks from nicotine

 

[Draak77]

Look broda,
Smoking is only a way to cope with “yeah I’m fine”
It doesn’t solve your core problem it just hides it for a while.
You feel like absolute garbage when ur sober again, that’s the issue.
You need to fix the core problem.
I would suggest getting professional help to find the problem.

 

[Draak77]

You must be soy as fuck to be getting panic attacks from nicotine

He’s talking about weed nigga

 

[Jaurji.XVI]

You must be soy as fuck to be getting panic attacks from nicotine

no no it’s thc carts, n I’m not getting panic attacks from nic lol. I suffer from severe depression and anxiety but i haven’t had this overwhelming feeling of dread in a while. It feels like impending doom, like I’m in deep shit and there’s no way I can get out of it & I get it usually before I do something bad or js because and it doesn’t go away

 

[stonecold trucel]

yes retard

 

[Eltrē]

no no it’s thc carts, n I’m not getting panic attacks from nic lol. I suffer from severe depression and anxiety but i haven’t had this overwhelming feeling of dread in a while. It feels like impending doom, like I’m in deep shit and there’s no way I can get out of it & I get it usually before I do something bad or js because and it doesn’t go away

Well yeah just quit it then, you know yourself it's the carts.

Retarded nigger drug anyways, spend your money on something better.

 

[jaaba]

You must be soy as fuck to be getting panic attacks from nicotine

Mind over matter

 

[Jaurji.XVI]

You should quit not for heath but rather so you stop giving raj his £10

Well yeah just quit it then, you know yourself it's the carts.

Retarded nigger drug anyways, spend your money on something better.

like what? I don’t feel happy sober, I don’t feel happy eating, watching tv, playing games, I don’t feel anything I just feel like shit. Smoking is the only time I enjoy myself, find shit funny, feel somewhat happy.

 

[Draak77]

like what? I don’t feel happy sober, I don’t feel happy eating, watching tv, playing games, I don’t feel anything I just feel like shit. Smoking is the only time I enjoy myself, find shit funny, feel somewhat happy.

Nigga read my comment and stop crying.
It’s an serious issue

 

[Eltrē]

like what? I don’t feel happy sober, I don’t feel happy eating, watching tv, playing games, I don’t feel anything I just feel like shit. Smoking is the only time I enjoy myself, find shit funny, feel somewhat happy.

Yeah buddy, that's kinda what addiction is lel

 

[Jaurji.XVI]

Look broda,
Smoking is only a way to cope with “yeah I’m fine”
It doesn’t solve your core problem it just hides it for a while.
You feel like absolute garbage when ur sober again, that’s the issue.
You need to fix the core problem.
I would suggest getting professional help to find the problem.

Dude I’ve tried getting professional help and I told a therapist about all my trauma and they looked me in the face and asked me how did I even cope with everything I went through esp at such a young age. They did not help me js told me “wow you’re so strong.” Why would i pay someone just to hear them pitying me. My life is already as sad as it is, that just adds more unnecessary expenses on to me. Also I do take anti depressants and they’re fine. I js forget to take em on weekends so that could be why I feel horrible?

 

[Draak77]

Dude I’ve tried getting professional help and I told a therapist about all my trauma and they looked me in the face and asked me how did I even cope with everything I went through esp at such a young age. They did not help me js told me “wow you’re so strong.” Why would i pay someone just to hear them pitying me. My life is already as sad as it is, that just adds more unnecessary expenses on to me. Also I do take anti depressants and they’re fine. I js forget to take em on weekends so that could be why I feel horrible?

Sad to hear bro,
Some therapist can be total retards.
Also yeah always take your meds, even tho it’s also just a way to cope. Don’t know any further brother. I wish you the best tho
Don’t do anything stupid

 

[Jaurji.XVI]

Yeah buddy, that's kinda what addiction is lel

Yeah buddy, that's kinda what addiction is lel

I have severe depression, I’ve always felt like this before and even worse before I even picked up carts. smoked carts in the past before then and I’ve been perfectly fine and able to js quit when I felt like not doing them anymore but I may be developing an addiction who knows? I feel like it’s the only way I can feel something again and that’s concerning me a bit.

 

[bluem30]

Over the months I’ve been experiencing a sense of dread and impending anxiety/doom. just genuine extreme stress. I’ve woke up and started break down crying and couldn’t stop for hours just because of how distressed I felt and it’s been like this for a bit, I’ve had this feeling of dread since I was young and I used to get it every morning then it went away and it’s come back in a new form, in a like a overwhelming wave over my body. Some days it’s not bad some days it’s terrible some days it’s exhausting and this feeling has been persistent for some reason and the only way it goes away is usually if I smoke. I’ve been getting geeked to hide behind all my feelings and thoughts and relax but at the same time i feel like I’m starting to get to a point where I may be dependent on it, it’s like dopamine for me. if u guys have tips to quit or opinions on this I’m all ears. & if u guys struggle with the same thing I wouldn’t mind listening to ur story.

put down the nic and pick up the hard stimulants NGL

 

[Eltrē]

I have severe depression, I’ve always felt like this before and even worse before I even picked up carts. smoked carts in the past before then and I’ve been perfectly fine and able to js quit when I felt like not doing them anymore but I may be developing an addiction who knows? I feel like it’s the only way I can feel something again and that’s concerning me a bit.

You're just sedating yourself buddy, the depression is still there.

You just have to fix whatever is wrong with you & your life, it won't just disappear on its own.

 

[Jaurji.XVI]

Sad to hear bro,
Some therapist can be total retards.
Also yeah always take your meds, even tho it’s also just a way to cope. Don’t know any further brother. I wish you the best tho
Don’t do anything stupid

put down the nic and pick up the hard stimulants NGL

im on addy for adhd, doesn’t rlly do much for me besides help me focus. Im caffeine sensitive

You're just sedating yourself buddy, the depression is still there.

You just have to fix whatever is wrong with you & your life, it won't just disappear on its own.

If I told you everything wrong with my life, you would tell me that the best bet is to kill myself. There is nothing I can really fix, I’ve lost most of my motivation to exist, to even function honestly. I just get up everyday because I wanna try and build my future while I still can but there’s not much I can do to be happy right now. That’s why I joined org. It’s a last resort to turn my life around and become better.

 

[Eltrē]

im on addy for adhd, doesn’t rlly do much for me besides help me focus. Im caffeine sensitive

If I told you everything wrong with my life, you would tell me that the best bet is to kill myself. There is nothing I can really fix, I’ve lost most of my motivation to exist, to even function honestly. I just get up everyday because I wanna try and build my future while I still can but there’s not much I can do to be happy right now. That’s why I joined org. It’s a last resort to turn my life around and become better.

And?

What do you want me to say JFL, you want me to give you a virtual hug or something?
Life is tough for most people buddy, if you're an average person then no one will be coming to save you.

 

[Jaurji.XVI]

And?

What do you want me to say JFL, you want me to give you a virtual hug or something?
Life is tough for most people buddy, if you're an average person then no one will be coming to save you

true I suppose, if I’m average. I can change that tho.

 

[Eltrē]

true I suppose, if I’m average. I can change that tho.

It's good to stay optimistic but you'd have a better chance at picking yourself up rather than 'ascending' and then getting saved JFL.