Should I quit weed and nic? (Backstory explained)

[Pipp]

I genuinely need help on this I'm not sure what I should do. I first hit a weed pen and a vape back in 6th grade and then in 7th grade I would get faded pretty often with my friends along with hit vapes and halfway through the year I got myself a vape and a cart and smoked pretty much every day for a while then I quit for the first half of 8th grade and then halfway through I started getting high again and then I eventually started vaping and smoking every day for freshman year and then for the first half of sophmore year and then I got caught a good amount in freshman year so I stopped and then halfway through sophmore year which is about 9 months from now I stopped taking my cart and vape to my dads and just left it at my moms and only did it on the weekends and that is what I have kept doing, execpt for in summer I was there for two weeks and then at my dads for two aswell so I got used to the nic and weed during that longer amount of time. I like getting faded, it feels great to get high after a day of being sober and just relaxing and with nic I like to hit my vape in my room when it's late and just chill aswell but I don't know what I should do. If I should just say fuck it and start bringing my nic and pen to my dads or just bring my vape or just quit all together. I hate coming back to my dads after being there and being sober and I just feel like something is missing. Also when I got high at school I had lower inhib but also looked worse because I look more out of it and shi, just lmk what the best option would be for my situation.

 

[mocco]

how old are u now? its so good to quit weed and nic, they both fuck with ur hormones and appetite, youll lose the drive to ascend.
Ive been almost a month sober, and its a hell of a journey, get new friends, because if ur friends around you are smoking, the cravings will hit so bad, you will see no problem just taking a hit then u repeat the cycle that u wanted to quit.

 

[axttt_]

tldr but quit obviously if you are mentally capable

look into buprupion to help you quit

 

[Pipp]

how old are u now? its so good to quit weed and nic, they both fuck with ur hormones and appetite, youll lose the drive to ascend.
Ive been almost a month sober, and its a hell of a journey, get new friends, because if ur friends around you are smoking, the cravings will hit so bad, you will see no problem just taking a hit then u repeat the cycle that u wanted to quit.

I'm 16 and a good amount of my friends vape but not really out in the open and I told them I quit a while ago because I just never have my devices because I leave them but I notice I get faded and I'm still motivated or even more motivated to ascend and what not, then my mental is just fucked for like 2 days when I get back because I have to get used to being sober. I've told myself that I will quit but then I end up hitting my stuff on the weekend because I just can't have fun without being high.

 

[Pipp]

tldr but quit obviously if you are mentally capable

look into buprupion to help you quit

yeah i've tried and I'm mentally strong in a lot of ways but with nicotine and weed, it's super hard for me for some reason. During the week though I never have my devices and I don't hit anything at school, what does buprupion do?

 

[axttt_]

yeah i've tried and I'm mentally strong in a lot of ways but with nicotine and weed, it's super hard for me for some reason. During the week though I never have my devices and I don't hit anything at school, what does buprupion do?

stops your brain from quickly absorbing dopamine and norepinephrine , you don't get the same dopamine hits from smoking making you crave it less and less

 

[Pipp]

stops your brain from quickly absorbing dopamine and norepinephrine , you don't get the same dopamine hits from smoking making you crave it less and less

Oh that makes sense but I only hit my stuff on the weekends, but it's still a problem. Apparently buprupion isn't great and can be counterproductive for quitting weed but can be really good for nic. This whole situation just feels fucked and I'm not sure what I could do.