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harmony777
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Hey everyone. How are you doing? As an oldcel who is in his late 20s near to 30, what should I do? I work as an engineer but salary is low. My mom is sick, sometimes she is good but still she is seeing doctor. She mostly lives with in my rented house as I have no siblings to take care of her and lost my father when I was very young. Btw she helped me to get me admitted to the university. She always wnated I go to school and get engineer degree. Yes she sacrificed for it. But now I feel bad as I am an oldcel, height 5'8, narrow lower third, asymmetrical face, and receding hairline. My mom said I will be above 6 feet as I was very tall when I was born and I was growing tall at tbe age of 10 to 12. But when I was in my early 20s my mom still told me I will be 6 because I used yell at her for not being tall. I told her everything about blackpill. She understood the blackpill but still tell me to live normal life. Sometimes I hate her and disrespect her too much by badmouthing her and calling her ugly and tell her due to her I am not over 6 like my father. So now she lives with me I badmouth her daily and act abnormal and insane infront of her and sometimes she gets angry at me. I do that because she told me I will become 6 feet. I don't take care of myself as if I do she mught think I have become normal. So should I keep on doing this or stop badmouthing her, learn skill, looksmax with my salary, and moneymax and act normal to her?
Please don't say anything disrespectful. Thank You
Please don't say anything disrespectful. Thank You