Should I start looksmaxxing seriously

[zapto]

Ik im a grey but seriously should i start looksmaxxing i was a sub 5 and im a lltn before i was a lltn i was treated not even like a human i didnt even think all i did was go to school eat and sleep dont even remember most of it and i was so ugly and fat my mother locked me out of the house till i lost weight and i was always the subject of bullying and vigorous targeting even by teachers i was always framed as the bad guy now even still ugly as shit I’m treated a little better but I still feel bad about my self