Should I start taking drugs ( from soft to harder ) to cope

[blackpilledforlife]

Im so depressed I havent slept since monday except for like a few hours and I work night shift
I havent eaten and stopped my surgery plannings like whats the point
It happens a few times a year I have that depression crisis and end up crying and sobbing lmao
I NEVER drank alcohol or used drugs but maybe I should start i need something to cope, I workcel and socialise and make plans to ascend and then suddenly depression hits me and I throw everything away and thats like 3-4 times a year then I start again to fight and bring myself up until the next crisis comes
Everytime it becomes harder

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Start using 1-2g of ketamine per month

 

[Deleted member 23558]

Yes.

 

[Mr Test]

Start with beer, but only two bottles

 

[blackpilledforlife]

Start using 1-2g of ketamine per month

how can I get some

 

[blackpilledforlife]

Start with beer, but only two bottles

Two bottles you mean weekly or what

 

[dimorphism]

Oh hey my bhai
No need, just be healthy and your mood will improve

 

[blackpilledforlife]

Oh hey my bhai
No need, just be healthy and your mood will improve

I never was unhealthy and it doesnt do anything so ill try drugs
I was depressed even in kindergarten lmao i remember it

 

[dimorphism]

I never was unhealthy and it doesnt do anything so ill try drugs
I was depressed even in kindergarten lmao i remember it

I don't want you to become an addict so here's my mood stack:

>10000 IU Vit D3 ED + 5mg Vit K2 MK4 ED + 200MG magnesium ED
>20 mg melatonin ED before bed
>25 mcg T3 ED (dosed in 5 splits) + 50 mcg T4 ED (dosed in two splits). use a pill cutter.

 

[Artbreeder Is Law]

Start using 1-2g of ketamine per month

 

[blackpilledforlife]

I don't want you to become an addict so here's my mood stack:

>10000 IU Vit D3 ED + 5mg Vit K2 MK4 ED + 200MG magnesium ED
>20 mg melatonin ED before bed
>25 mcg T3 ED (dosed in 5 splits) + 50 mcg T4 ED (dosed in two splits). use a pill cutter.

Thanks my bhai

 

[dimorphism]

Thanks my bhai

No problemo
How's ur diet? you know seed oils, too much carbs and not enough protein can fuck you up

 

[Deleted member 15674]

Start using 1-2g of ketamine per month

Ket makes me feel so sick and suicidal. But after the high/wonkiness, I am so happy and not depressed. I get the same on MDMA too tbh - not the suicidal shit

 

[ropemax]

Acid is good for the soul

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Ket makes me feel so sick and suicidal. But after the high/wonkiness, I am so happy and not depressed. I get the same on MDMA too tbh - not the suicidal shit

they make me feel a bit sick/uncomfortable aswell in the beginning, but once I get over that it just feels great tbh

 

[Deleted member 15674]

they make me feel a bit sick/uncomfortable aswell in the beginning, but once I get over that it just feels great tbh

People in the UK go clubbing on ket. I deffo can't. I sniff ket, and just lay on my bed trying not to throw up and rethinking my entire life. The dissociation feeling is weird, I no longer feel connected with my body and just see myself as a soul. Also came to the conclusion that being born truecel was hell in this world, and when I die I will be going to hell. My soul will always be in a state of suffering jfl.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

People in the UK go clubbing on ket. I deffo can't. I sniff ket, and just lay on my bed trying not to throw up and rethinking my entire life. The dissociation feeling is weird, I no longer feel connected with my body and just see myself as a soul. Also came to the conclusion that being born truecel was hell in this world, and when I die I will be going to hell. My soul will always be in a state of suffering jfl.

dosing is important. I have the same in high dose, but if you keep it somewhat small and re-dose often, its great for partying and dancing.

but ive never had the feeling of having to throw up from any drugs tbh. I also have friends that have to throw-up from mdma, something I also never experienced.

I have the same truecel thoughts as you btw, but they don't hit me negatively emotionally. I conclude in some stoic way that being a truecel is my purpose in life and that everyone has their own purpose. and that it is totally fine and I should accept it instead of fighting it.

 

[Deleted member 15674]

dosing is important. I have the same in high dose, but if you keep it somewhat small and re-dose often, its great for partying and dancing.

but ive never had the feeling of having to throw up from any drugs tbh. I also have friends that have to throw-up from mdma, something I also never experienced.

I have the same truecel thoughts as you btw, but they don't hit me negatively emotionally. I conclude in some stoic way that being a truecel is my purpose in life and that everyone has their own purpose. and that it is totally fine and I should accept it instead of fighting it.

You need to remember bro, I'm very small and only weigh about 128lb. So I get hit with drugs very hard. And yes bro, I came to the same conclusion too, some people are just born/made to suffer and so I will accept it. I found some peace from it oddly

 

[blackpilledforlife]

No problemo
How's ur diet? you know seed oils, too much carbs and not enough protein can fuck you up

My diet is the worst, I eat 1 meal and its always some fastfood like KFC or pizza, and I have no time for another meal cause of wagecucking
So no protein I think and too much fat and sugar
But I’m always lean

 

[dimorphism]

My diet is the worst, I eat 1 meal and its always some fastfood like KFC or pizza, and I have no time for another meal cause of wagecucking
So no protein I think and too much fat and sugar
But I’m always lean

Stick to pizza at least it has lot of animal protein, saturated fat and not deep fried in sneed oils tbh. And since you have no choice but goyslop then focus on gut health, the infamous carrot and coconut oil, oregano oil.

 

[Mr Test]

Two bottles you mean weekly or what

Two bottles max at the evening. Don’t drink every day