Sick of coping just SAYING things

[HorribleTeeth]

For more than a year now I have been saying to myself and others that I am going to do this that and the other. When I first posted to truerateme in October last year I was rated 3/10, was told it was over, get hobbies and was completely and utterly obliterated. This was a photo with my old glasses on and closed mouth, no smile. It was absolutely horrible, one of the worst nights of my life. I was desperate, and have been ever since, to shut everyone up calling me ugly, saying it's over etc. I have also wanted to believe that I can somehow make it despite now being 35.

I am an alcoholic and I have been drinking LOADS this past year. I have carried on drinking, coping thinking that IF I stopped that I could ascend. To be brutally honest with you all, one thing I am absolutely TERRIFIED of is that there is no way out of my situation, as true as this may be. This is why I didn't stop drinking. I have always been scared that if I did what I said I was going to do, it wouldn't be a way out.

I've been so desperate to prove everyone wrong after the life I've had and what has happened to me. It isn't just about dating and sex either, it is about how others see me generally and how I feel about MYSELF. After all these awful years I want to actually feel like a human being and LIKE A MAN. I have never truly felt like either and nobody else would have ever done in my particular situation, given my various physical attributes and the way others have treated me.

There is either a way out for me or there isn't. Nothing makes any difference to that either way. So now I am going to go into overdrive like never before. And no, this time I am not just SAYING it. I REALLY AM. I have made a decision to not drink any alcohol whatsoever for the rest of the year. Also by the end of the year I am going to give up my ecig (I gave up ordinary cigarettes in favour of this earlier on in the year). My three main focuses between now and the end of the year are losing as much as body fat as possible while losing as little muscle as possible, getting laid with 2 different women, and making my dick at least 6" NBPEL. The body fat loss is intended to contribute both towards my facial looks (to both slim my face down and give it more bone definition) and my NBPEL by losing pubic fat. I will also continue PE.

I've come this far with everything in my life, I am now going to push myself to the end, I have nothing to lose.

 

[badromance]

Just start.Exercising is key

 

[Zesto]

if you were going to do it you'd just do it no need to write this bull shit

 

[averageblokecel]

Nigga you are 35 inject T too

 

[Afrikancel]

Stop listening to the lies other people give you.


If it is true and you are a 35 y/o virgin then it is 100% too late.
Women have been fucking for over 2 decades and you have no expeireince. You will forever suffer from power imbalance in a relationship were you to enter one. You have missed out on teen love. Even 20s "love" (no such thing as women lose their innocence).
All you can do is hope to betabux for a 28-35 y/o single mom at best.


sorry

 

[x69]

Man you need to order a testosterone cycle to be fair. You are already balding and you lose natural testosterone each day.

Stop listening to the lies other people give you.


If it is true and you are a 35 y/o virgin then it is 100% too late.


sorry

He is no virgin. He had some success with girls I remember last 3-4 years Idk when it was. Don't remember it that good

 

[HorribleTeeth]

If it is true and you are a 35 y/o virgin then it is 100% too late.

I'm not a virgin although it was only last year when I first had proper sex with a woman, in her 60s. Then early this year I had sex with another woman in her early 50s. Prior to last year I escortcelled for many years, on and off.

I have had several matches/conversations on dating apps/sites since I first went on Tinder in May last year, a total of 4 I have spoken to on the phone including the 2 I slept with. I am still yet to go on an actual "date" with anyone, I was going to go on one at one stage last year with a girl in her 20s (I lied about my age at the time on my profile saying 27) when I was first on Tinder but I bottled it.

Ideally I don't want a proper relationship with anyone, unless someone comes along and makes me feel that way.

In fact ideally I just wish I was Chad with an 8"+ dick tbh, fucking all sorts of different women of all different ages every day, giving them the best sex they have ever had, but beggars can't be choosers

 

[Afrikancel]

I'm not a virgin although it was only last year when I first had proper sex with a woman, in her 60s. Then early this year I had sex with another woman in her early 50s. Prior to last year I escortcelled for many years, on and off.

I have had several matches/conversations on dating apps/sites since I first went on Tinder in May last year, a total of 4 I have spoken to on the phone including the 2 I slept with. I am still yet to go on an actual "date" with anyone, I was going to go on one at one stage last year with a girl in her 20s (I lied about my age at the time on my profile saying 27) when I was first on Tinder but I bottled it.

Ideally I don't want a proper relationship with anyone, unless someone comes along and makes me feel that way.

In fact ideally I just wish I was Chad with an 8"+ dick tbh. But beggars can't be choosers

Better an 8" wrist and average dick than 8" dick and framecel wrist.


8" wrist is 99th percentile

 

[HorribleTeeth]

Better an 8" wrist and average dick than 8" dick and framecel wrist.


8" wrist is 99th percentile

That's not the way I see it. Big dicks have such power over women, having a big dick and being able to make a woman scream in ecstatic sexual delight (without emotions/feelings) due to its size is my ultimate fantasy of all fantasies.

 

[Deleted member 147]

Better an 8" wrist and average dick than 8" dick and framecel wrist.


8" wrist is 99th percentile

How old r u and when did u lose ur virginity?

Also, you guys are fucking autistic going around measuring you're wrists ???

"8" wrist!!! Im gonna all of the pussy now!"

I know an incel with 8.3" wrists mega frame and prolly 6.5/10 over all PSL. Still never gets pussy no matter how hard he tries.

Its all personality bro.

 

[Afrikancel]

How old r u and when did u lose ur virginity?

Also, you guys are fucking autistic going around measuring you're wrists ???

"8" wrist!!! Im gonna all of the pussy now!"

I know an incel with 8.3" wrists mega frame and prolly 6.5/10 over all PSL. Still never gets pussy no matter how hard he tries.

Its all personality bro.

Still a virgin but waiting for high quality 6+/10 relationship material girl.

If i had 1" inch to add i would add it to my 6 3/4" wrists tbh rather than my dick ( around 8" BBC))

 

[Tony]

nice avi

 

[HorribleTeeth]

Still a virgin but waiting for high quality 6+/10 relationship material girl.

my dick ( around 8" BBC))

She is in for a treat.

 

[Afrikancel]

She is in for a treat.

If my autism doesn't scare her away JFL

 

[jefferson]

Bro you're 35, time to blast and cruise testosterone. That will help your mentality and physique. Plus testosterone is nice and cheap. It will also speed up your P.E progress by speeding up recovery and increasing blood flow.

 

[HorribleTeeth]

Bro you're 35, time to blast and cruise testosterone. That will help your mentality and physique. Plus testosterone is nice and cheap. It will also speed up your P.E progress by speeding up recovery and increasing blood flow.

I will see what I can achieve without for the time being. Will possibly move on to this next year.

 

[JustChris]

You should stop doing things for other people, and start doing things for yourself.
Nobody is going to live YOUR life and nobody is going to try to help you because the majority of people are selfish fucks who put their own good before anything else.
Fuck everyone who degrades you, and fuck everyone who thinks they are better than you. Everyone has their pros and cons, you just need to find your pros and enhance them.
Nowadays you need to be selfish to actually achieve your goals. You think that drinking alochol is going to change anything in your life? Instead of spending money on poison and fucking yourself up everyday, better start exercising or going for long walks, biking, or whatever. It's a lot more healthier and you'll benefit from it a lot more.

 

[WelcumToTheRealWorld]

I mean you don't look that bad but any hopes of ascension and becoming a Chad that's gonna slay women of different age groups is just not gonna happen. If you're lucky you can ascend and get a decent looking woman your own age but young females are busy fucking pretty boys and Chads in their age group.

 

[iamgoingtomakeit]

damn i dont wanna end up like u

 

[HorribleTeeth]

damn i dont wanna end up like u

Do you mean the way I look ? If you do all the right things you need to you won't.

Younger guys are so lucky these days to have the blackpill and looksmaxxing resources to help them.

 

[badromance]

Do you mean the way I look ? If you do all the right things you need to you won't.

Younger guys are so lucky these days to have the blackpill and looksmaxxing resources to help them.

My aunt's husband is 1-2 points better looking than you but still there is hope for you for sure,he found my aunt throught online somehow,and they married,they were 40 at that time so it's never late,but she was already married and had kid,but he was single.

 

[iamgoingtomakeit]

Do you mean the way I look ? If you do all the right things you need to you won't.

Younger guys are so lucky these days to have the blackpill and looksmaxxing resources to help them.

i dont want to end up in incel sites without a wife and kids at 35. Also not bald
You are right we have lookmax sites blackpill etc but at this tinder,social media age it is way harder to get laid compared to older days.

 

[Tony]

Also not bald

:cage:

 

[HorribleTeeth]

i dont want to end up in incel sites without a wife and kids at 35. Also not bald
You are right we have lookmax sites blackpill etc but at this tinder,social media age it is way harder to get laid compared to older days.

In my younger day it was just going out etc, IMO online dating makes things easier if anything, especially Bumble where women have to message first.

 

[iamgoingtomakeit]

In my younger day it was just going out etc, IMO online dating makes things easier if anything, especially Bumble where women have to message first.

u are delusional. Online dating makes things easier for women to get top %20 of men. Rest of them get no matches or their matches lead to nothing cz women will not be interested in rest %80.
Also why would women use bumble when they have other dating apps where they don't have to message first ? Even if they use bumble why would they message men who are sub8 ? And let me tell u they dont see sub8 men as existent beings so online dating is only for chad and women