Sick of This, Always Losing

[Deleted member 176423]

Not being in uni feels like failure. Everyone else is moving forward, making plans, stacking grades, building futures. I am stuck.


OCD eats the time. Lists, checks, repeats. Hours vanish into nothing. I fix the same corner, the same thought, the same task. By the time I look up, the day is gone.


Life keeps mogging me. People younger, sharper, faster. They glide while I stall. I try to keep pace, but the ground keeps slipping.


It is not choice. It is not laziness. It is a fight every day just to stand still.

 

[crazyguy]

Not being in uni feels like failure. Everyone else is moving forward, making plans, stacking grades, building futures. I am stuck.


OCD eats the time. Lists, checks, repeats. Hours vanish into nothing. I fix the same corner, the same thought, the same task. By the time I look up, the day is gone.


Life keeps mogging me. People younger, sharper, faster. They glide while I stall. I try to keep pace, but the ground keeps slipping.


It is not choice. It is not laziness. It is a fight every day just to stand still.

you forgot to add that it wont ever get any better

 

[Deleted member 176423]

you forgot to add that it wont ever get any better

It's so unfair

 

[Deleted member 176423]

My OCD is so bad, I used AI to write this. It's that bad.

 

[crazyguy]

It's so unfair

we're strugglers, i dont even know why i keep fighting

 

[Wexilarious]

Just don't be noob tbh