Singleceldom for long periods of time

[Kroker]

I've only been in one relationship, it was in prep school. And only lasted for one month. It was more like kids play nothing profound, no kisses/hugs/handholds.

Since then and until now I'm single, I could've went for LTB but it's pointless, I appreciate good looking aesthetics so my goal was to hunt down a HTB+.

Long story short now after those years 10+ years. Any kind of cues to a potential GF or attraction makes me nauseous, I feel disgust and like I'm being caged and my freedom stripped away off me.

And I crawl back into my safe zone. Not low T bullshit. But my brain is rewired into processing the situation into a scary vomit inducing one.

I really appreciate my freedom, not being attached to someone. I hate and despise how couples act together, like taking pics, a girl asking her bf for his jacket and the like of the same shit.


What have I become into? Am I bound to singleceldom for eternity? Should I keep on my MGTOW type of shit? Keep in mind it's not incel collerated but more like brain chemistry.


@Masteroogway @BrahminBoss

 

[Deleted member 23558]

Age?

 

[Deleted member 24186]

i think it's more like, your subconscious gave up by having no good events

 

[Kroker]

Age?

Mid 20's, I started a new job where on the first days I could've got a GF, it was just iois but after things got slightly flirty I went on to ignore her.

 

[Kroker]

Bump, consider this a forevergymceling wallowing posts and react, comment

Fucking double standards