mirinnnasal
Here to beat my genetic potential
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So this starts back in freshman year (context) - ima hltn lightskin low dimorph but nt maxeddd and lowkey mog just off harmony but there was a group of girls behind us, one of them is a dark skin mtb with curly hair and she has 2 best freinds with her, this girl has known me since 8th grade and our whole freshman year we both liked each other, thing is she has so much options, and called so much other men attractive infront of me that I never thought she would go for me, the whole year we had a really close friendship and fast forward to sophmore year I went online and ghosted everyone, I felt like hs was a waste of my time, so I started trading that year this is 2024 - 2025, and had shit success I got liquidated for all my money within the first two months of trading, so I became a depressed fuck, and I got her on my knees and I genuinely prayed to God to take me out of this hole that I was in, mind you when I was trying to make money I didn't care about anything else, I was on Accutane and I didn't even care to put on Chapstick
, so it was over, genuinely over, fast-forward month later I got an opportunity to work on Twitter as an intern for an account, it's a crypto Twitter account, and I was getting paid $800 a week, so this is pretty good for a kid by age considering I was 16, And I ended up running up around $10,000 by this time last year, made alot of connections in the crypto space, the funniest one being gen z quant, a freind I had rugged a coin for 30,000, and went viral on x, but to put it in summary I was in peak life I really felt like that nigga, during this whole time all my irl friends were ghosted I didn't really talk to them, because I felt like I was a product of what I was around and if I was around broke losers then I would become a broke loser, this is an entirely true but has some truth to it, I ended up spending around $2000 on my set up that I have currently, and bought an expensive camera, and I'm left with around $5000 in savings, and around 2025 October when I found out about genetic determinism, and basically just the ideology of the blackpill, and really realize the highest value investment aside from intelligence, it's gonna be my looks, people judge you whether you like it or not and I didn't come to this conclusion because I've experienced bullying for my looks, it's just they subconsciously do, and then I started maximizing my looks around December this year, and a lot of my money is getting spent on pharmaceuticals like ai's hgh, I'm taking Pharma grade HGH right now, and although it's expensive I know it will be worth it also I am getting marpe either in the next month or the following one, and trying to get my first slay before i have big ass gap in my teeth, now that I gave some context back to the curly hair darkskin mtb, so in junior year which rn, me her and my other friend ended up reconnecting and becoming close again, and we were hanging out a lot, and ppl around me was telling me that I could get on that, but I just shrugged it off, thinking it could never happen, and I was too much of a bitch freshman year to go in for a kiss or anything, anyways this year I told her that I been fw her since freshman year, and she had already said to my other friend that she had found me attractive since freshman year, So I already knew the answer, but after I told her this it was hella cool for a couple days flirting a littlle ig but she sent me good snaps, n she called me when she was drunk and wouldnt stop asking her cousins to be on the phone w me, and I think she got kind of embarrassed by it, but since then we have not talked as much n when I try to make plans it always falls through, and I'm tryna get my first slay w her and we both haven't done it, how do I go about this, her parents r strict n ion got a whip rn is it over or can i slay, I would assume if I was really that nigga I wouldn't have to pursue it, and the slay would jus be effortless, but it seems like I have to go over nd beyondd, I was considering teller her my impressive pssv but idk it seems like the wins lmk bhais, - discord @xternalzs - twitter @xternalzs
, so it was over, genuinely over, fast-forward month later I got an opportunity to work on Twitter as an intern for an account, it's a crypto Twitter account, and I was getting paid $800 a week, so this is pretty good for a kid by age considering I was 16, And I ended up running up around $10,000 by this time last year, made alot of connections in the crypto space, the funniest one being gen z quant, a freind I had rugged a coin for 30,000, and went viral on x, but to put it in summary I was in peak life I really felt like that nigga, during this whole time all my irl friends were ghosted I didn't really talk to them, because I felt like I was a product of what I was around and if I was around broke losers then I would become a broke loser, this is an entirely true but has some truth to it, I ended up spending around $2000 on my set up that I have currently, and bought an expensive camera, and I'm left with around $5000 in savings, and around 2025 October when I found out about genetic determinism, and basically just the ideology of the blackpill, and really realize the highest value investment aside from intelligence, it's gonna be my looks, people judge you whether you like it or not and I didn't come to this conclusion because I've experienced bullying for my looks, it's just they subconsciously do, and then I started maximizing my looks around December this year, and a lot of my money is getting spent on pharmaceuticals like ai's hgh, I'm taking Pharma grade HGH right now, and although it's expensive I know it will be worth it also I am getting marpe either in the next month or the following one, and trying to get my first slay before i have big ass gap in my teeth, now that I gave some context back to the curly hair darkskin mtb, so in junior year which rn, me her and my other friend ended up reconnecting and becoming close again, and we were hanging out a lot, and ppl around me was telling me that I could get on that, but I just shrugged it off, thinking it could never happen, and I was too much of a bitch freshman year to go in for a kiss or anything, anyways this year I told her that I been fw her since freshman year, and she had already said to my other friend that she had found me attractive since freshman year, So I already knew the answer, but after I told her this it was hella cool for a couple days flirting a littlle ig but she sent me good snaps, n she called me when she was drunk and wouldnt stop asking her cousins to be on the phone w me, and I think she got kind of embarrassed by it, but since then we have not talked as much n when I try to make plans it always falls through, and I'm tryna get my first slay w her and we both haven't done it, how do I go about this, her parents r strict n ion got a whip rn is it over or can i slay, I would assume if I was really that nigga I wouldn't have to pursue it, and the slay would jus be effortless, but it seems like I have to go over nd beyondd, I was considering teller her my impressive pssv but idk it seems like the wins lmk bhais, - discord @xternalzs - twitter @xternalzs
