slaying takes too much effort

[skallywag]

ill preface by saying ive basically devoted my entire life to looking as best as i can, and i can comfortably say that almost every room i step into, im going to be the most attractive dude there. i constantly get iois and what not, but going out of my way to get with girls just doesnt even seem worth it anymore. i honestly just needed a place to rant about this shit and see if anyone feels the same way. im also mega autistic so getting with girls is super awkward to me and i always overthink it too, so the effort just doesnt seem worth it. also even with devoting most of my energy into my looks, i really only enjoy the attention that i get and think that actually getting with girls is super overrated