Adyta69
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Usually I never get sleep paralysis. Had it maybe twice before shadows, demons, the usual shit but nothing genuinely terrifying.
Ever since starting 250mg test E a week though, something changed(5 weeks on). Not only am I getting insanely vivid lucid dreams almost every night that are lwk enjoyable, but the sleep paralysis came back too.
And before anyone says “bro you’re on tren plug fucked you over” no.
It’s Test only. I tested the vial too. I don't take other drugs, no alcohol, nothing been sober for months.
Last night I wasn’t even that tired. Slept 1-2 hours earlier in the evening like usual, then around 2am I was watching this documentary on youtube about 130 british explorers sent to the artic in the 1800s who vanished without a trace. Only 3 bodies were ever buried properly. The video had actual preserved corpses and grave images from the expedition.
After finishing it, "I went to sleep".
At some point it felt like I “woke up,” but I kept my eyes closed, almost like shielding them from sunlight. Then it hit me.
I couldn’t move.
Instantly I was like “fuck no, not this again.”
Then this continuous beeping sound started in my ears. Low at first, then louder and louder until it genuinely felt painful, like my head was vibrating. After that, faint screaming started in the background not loud, but distant agony-type screams.
I tried forcing my eyes open but every time I did, this insane pain shot through my lower back and hips. Felt like my body was being torn apart like a paper. The harder I tried to wake up, the worse it got.
Then I started hearing laughing. Not clear voices just faint demonic laughing somewhere behind the noise.
This went on for what felt like 5 minutes straight. Pure panic while being trapped inside my own body.
Then suddenly everything stopped.
Complete silence.
Right before waking up I swear it felt like something grabbed my legs and dragged me backwards off the bed.
I know like roids make your sleep ass but im only on 250 planing to up the dose like how the fuck do i stop this.
Ever since starting 250mg test E a week though, something changed(5 weeks on). Not only am I getting insanely vivid lucid dreams almost every night that are lwk enjoyable, but the sleep paralysis came back too.
And before anyone says “bro you’re on tren plug fucked you over” no.
It’s Test only. I tested the vial too. I don't take other drugs, no alcohol, nothing been sober for months.
Last night I wasn’t even that tired. Slept 1-2 hours earlier in the evening like usual, then around 2am I was watching this documentary on youtube about 130 british explorers sent to the artic in the 1800s who vanished without a trace. Only 3 bodies were ever buried properly. The video had actual preserved corpses and grave images from the expedition.
After finishing it, "I went to sleep".
At some point it felt like I “woke up,” but I kept my eyes closed, almost like shielding them from sunlight. Then it hit me.
I couldn’t move.
Instantly I was like “fuck no, not this again.”
Then this continuous beeping sound started in my ears. Low at first, then louder and louder until it genuinely felt painful, like my head was vibrating. After that, faint screaming started in the background not loud, but distant agony-type screams.
I tried forcing my eyes open but every time I did, this insane pain shot through my lower back and hips. Felt like my body was being torn apart like a paper. The harder I tried to wake up, the worse it got.
Then I started hearing laughing. Not clear voices just faint demonic laughing somewhere behind the noise.
This went on for what felt like 5 minutes straight. Pure panic while being trapped inside my own body.
Then suddenly everything stopped.
Complete silence.
Right before waking up I swear it felt like something grabbed my legs and dragged me backwards off the bed.
I know like roids make your sleep ass but im only on 250 planing to up the dose like how the fuck do i stop this.
