so fatigued of life

[Ren Hoek]

everything is the same since 2025 I feel so bored and tired of everything, not just mentally but physically even with proper sleep I'm struggling to keep my eyes open and stay awake and I lose interest in doing things fast because everything is so boring now, I don't even enjoy watching cartoons anymore because it's something I started frequently doing in 2025, and I really hate last year so much and since I'm ND and have OCD I'll be superstitious about it and think if I don't stop watching cartoons something bad might happen or whatever I'm just so burned out, I thought 2024 was boring but 2025-2026 has just been a whole new level of hell and nihilism

 

[lenvoalt]

I’m not reading all that, but I agree

 

[Sceptical]

same, we're both reliving the same day over and over again.
there's no catharsis from this feeling

 

[JOTAROSON]

Я всё это не читаю, но согласен.

Read my mind

 

[JOTAROSON]

С 2025 года всё осталось по-прежнему. Мне так скучно и утомительно, не только морально, но и физически. Даже после полноценного сна мне трудно не заснуть, и я теряю интерес к быстрой работе, потому что всё стало таким скучным. Я даже перестала получать удовольствие от просмотра мультфильмов, потому что начала делать это часто в 2025 году. И я действительно ненавижу прошлый год, а поскольку у меня НД и ОКР, я суеверна и думаю, что если я не перестану смотреть мультфильмы, может случиться что-то плохое. Я просто ужасно выгорела. Я думала, что 2024 год был скучным, но 2025-2026 годы — это просто новый уровень ада и нигилизма.

Do you have friends or a girlfriend? Why don't you spend time with them?

 

[sphenoidnr]

everything is the same since 2025 I feel so bored and tired of everything, not just mentally but physically even with proper sleep I'm struggling to keep my eyes open and stay awake and I lose interest in doing things fast because everything is so boring now, I don't even enjoy watching cartoons anymore because it's something I started frequently doing in 2025, and I really hate last year so much and since I'm ND and have OCD I'll be superstitious about it and think if I don't stop watching cartoons something bad might happen or whatever I'm just so burned out, I thought 2024 was boring but 2025-2026 has just been a whole new level of hell and nihilism

I think i live in a loop

 

[farewell]

get a new hobby