So it is now it happends....

Mazilias

Mazilias

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I have been struggling mentally ever since i was 12, this was when i found out looks really matter.

I am now 16 and today is the day im ending it. I have a bunch of sleep meds i plan to do a overdose of. I’m extremely grateful to everyone here who answered my lookmaxing questions and showed appreciation for my guides.

The sleep meds will make me either get in a coma and experince mental pain or something like that, but also make my heart beat hard and fast that can lead to a heart attack when im still awake. Im not looking foward do that lol.

I’ll spend the last 30 minutes I have before falling into a coma listening to music. I wish I could experience love and not die a virgin, but still, thanks for everything.

So this is me and all my fabulousness "ER reference"


I talk like a retard cause my talking disorder sorry for that.

But in all seriousness thanks for everything, and goodbye.

Yall can prob search up sucide Sweden and find me soon. Some people may know my real name and yall can leak it if yall want:lul:

@Mods pls delete my account and let my soul rest in piece.

Goodbye dear users
@swedchud @RedDragonSlayer67 @Fledermaus @NDscandi @greyJuisy @GymAesthetics @BedSleeper12 @Autistical @Jesus_ist_König @Matrix88 @IDontBlameAnybody @mazmanbp @gihk342 @tansel @VIsaac_6 @www.988lifeline.org @Clavmogger
 
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I have been struggling mentally ever since i was 12, this was when i found out looks really matter.

I am now 16 and today is the day im ending it. I have a bunch of sleep meds i plan to do a overdose of. I’m extremely grateful to everyone here who answered my lookmaxing questions and showed appreciation for my guides.

The sleep meds will make me either get in a coma and experince mental pain or something like that, but also make my heart beat hard and fast that can lead to a heart attack when im still awake. Im not looking foward do that lol.

I’ll spend the last 30 minutes I have before falling into a coma listening to music. I wish I could experience love and not die a virgin, but still, thanks for everything.

So this is me and all my fabulousness "ER reference"


I talk like a retard cause my talking disorder sorry for that.

But in all seriousness thanks for everything, and goodbye.

Yall can prob search up sucide Sweden and find me soon. Some people may know my real name and yall can leak it if yall want:lul:

@Mods pls delete my account and let my soul rest in piece.

Goodbye dear users
@swedchud @RedDragonSlayer67 @Fledermaus @NDscandi @greyJuisy @GymAesthetics @BedSleeper12 @Autistical @Jesus_ist_König @Matrix88 @IDontBlameAnybody @mazmanbp @gihk342 @tansel @VIsaac_6 @www.988lifeline.org @Clavmogger
Holy shit did he really do it??? wtf bump
 
I have been struggling mentally ever since i was 12, this was when i found out looks really matter.

I am now 16 and today is the day im ending it. I have a bunch of sleep meds i plan to do a overdose of. I’m extremely grateful to everyone here who answered my lookmaxing questions and showed appreciation for my guides.

The sleep meds will make me either get in a coma and experince mental pain or something like that, but also make my heart beat hard and fast that can lead to a heart attack when im still awake. Im not looking foward do that lol.

I’ll spend the last 30 minutes I have before falling into a coma listening to music. I wish I could experience love and not die a virgin, but still, thanks for everything.

So this is me and all my fabulousness "ER reference"


I talk like a retard cause my talking disorder sorry for that.

But in all seriousness thanks for everything, and goodbye.

Yall can prob search up sucide Sweden and find me soon. Some people may know my real name and yall can leak it if yall want:lul:

@Mods pls delete my account and let my soul rest in piece.

Goodbye dear users
@swedchud @RedDragonSlayer67 @Fledermaus @NDscandi @greyJuisy @GymAesthetics @BedSleeper12 @Autistical @Jesus_ist_König @Matrix88 @IDontBlameAnybody @mazmanbp @gihk342 @tansel @VIsaac_6 @www.988lifeline.org @Clavmogger
This was not the news i wanted to hear getting home and hopping on here.
Farewell brother, you’ll be missed.
 
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Jag hoppades på att du mådde bättre mannen
Ifall du sitter o läser i threaden så kan vi snacka ifall du vill. Om vad som helst, så du släpper tyngden i bröstet.
Hoppas att du inte gör det
hoppas jag inte ser något hemskt i nyheterna
det finns hjälp broder, all kärlek ❤️
 
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Jag hoppades på att du mådde bättre mannen
Ifall du sitter o läser i threaden så kan vi snacka ifall du vill. Om vad som helst, så du släpper tyngden i bröstet.
Hoppas att du inte gör det
hoppas jag inte ser något hemskt i nyheterna
det finns hjälp broder, all kärlek ❤️
Värkar som att det är slutet. Ska se till att göra en Memorial för honom🫤. Även fast jag inte prata med honom jättemycket här på .org så är det hemskt att se att en sån ung kille väljer att ta sitt egna liv.
 
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Jag hoppades på att du mådde bättre mannen
Ifall du sitter o läser i threaden så kan vi snacka ifall du vill. Om vad som helst, så du släpper tyngden i bröstet.
Hoppas att du inte gör det
hoppas jag inte ser något hemskt i nyheterna
det finns hjälp broder, all kärlek ❤️
Värkar som att det är slutet. Ska se till att göra en Memorial för honom🫤. Även fast jag inte prata med honom jättemycket här på .org så är det hemskt att se att en sån ung kille väljer att ta sitt egna liv.
 
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Värkar som att det är slutet. Ska se till att göra en Memorial för honom🫤. Även fast jag inte prata med honom jättemycket här på .org så är det hemskt att se att en sån ung kille väljer att ta sitt egna liv.
Fint ❤️

Har snackat me han några få gånger, men det är hemskt att höra, speciellt när han är svensk också.
16 år gammal.
 
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no bro don’t, hope I’m not too late this made me tear up
 
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I have been struggling mentally ever since i was 12, this was when i found out looks really matter.

I am now 16 and today is the day im ending it. I have a bunch of sleep meds i plan to do a overdose of. I’m extremely grateful to everyone here who answered my lookmaxing questions and showed appreciation for my guides.

The sleep meds will make me either get in a coma and experince mental pain or something like that, but also make my heart beat hard and fast that can lead to a heart attack when im still awake. Im not looking foward do that lol.

I’ll spend the last 30 minutes I have before falling into a coma listening to music. I wish I could experience love and not die a virgin, but still, thanks for everything.

So this is me and all my fabulousness "ER reference"


I talk like a retard cause my talking disorder sorry for that.

But in all seriousness thanks for everything, and goodbye.

Yall can prob search up sucide Sweden and find me soon. Some people may know my real name and yall can leak it if yall want:lul:

@Mods pls delete my account and let my soul rest in piece.

Goodbye dear users
@swedchud @RedDragonSlayer67 @Fledermaus @NDscandi @greyJuisy @GymAesthetics @BedSleeper12 @Autistical @Jesus_ist_König @Matrix88 @IDontBlameAnybody @mazmanbp @gihk342 @tansel @VIsaac_6 @www.988lifeline.org @Clavmogger
Dont
 
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when you wake up dm me saar and i will take you to meet big booty latinas
 
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when you wake up dm me saar and i will take you to meet big booty latinas
 
Dam
 
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Still sad that you ended it i hope it was painless, you will be missed.
 

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