So what's the psychology behind looks obsession?

[VohnnyBoy]

Humans are competitive and desire superiority/power over others, water. But how do others thrive in life nonetheless while most of us don't? NDness is such a vague concept, it gotta be something more precise. Like why have I spent most of my life comparing myself to others even if I could have had it way worse. Being average was never enough for me.

Would be pretty lame if the main cause of all this shit were just neglecting parents tbh