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sergeant blackpill
Certified Lookism PhD & Licensed SlutHater
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My social life has been more or less completely dead for the last 3 years, i used to have a close friends but he never calls or texts anymore, he didn't even invite me to his birthday party this year.
A lot of it is my own fault because i unwittingly cut people out of my life when i was younger and i never really opened up to anyone and always hid behind a facade.
I feel like the loneliness is warping my psyche and i'm getting more and more dark-triad maxxed from it and my ability to empathize is diminishing and i'm super unmotivated all the time and i have this crazy mixed bag of rage, frustration, grandiosity and self loathing colliding inside of me.
This turned out more like a vent than i first planned but the bottomline is: what can i do to social circlemaxx? I just need a social venue and i know i could be spinning plates.
A lot of it is my own fault because i unwittingly cut people out of my life when i was younger and i never really opened up to anyone and always hid behind a facade.
I feel like the loneliness is warping my psyche and i'm getting more and more dark-triad maxxed from it and my ability to empathize is diminishing and i'm super unmotivated all the time and i have this crazy mixed bag of rage, frustration, grandiosity and self loathing colliding inside of me.
This turned out more like a vent than i first planned but the bottomline is: what can i do to social circlemaxx? I just need a social venue and i know i could be spinning plates.