antipsychotics
im joking yall
- Joined
- Jan 28, 2025
- Posts
- 287
- Reputation
- 284
I missed out on so many things socialization wise in my key developmental years. I have turned out OK, but I’m not socially adjusted being isolated from the general public for 12 years of my life growing up was an extreme detriment to me. And when I was finally let loose into society, I worked so hard to fit in, but I was outcast. I worked so hard to change my appearance to make myself more attractive, more likable more desirable, but I still stayed an outcast. I just had bitches wanting my dick. But doing all of these things does not change the fact that I had extreme social anxiety because I completely missed early stage socialization I was thrown in towards the end of mid stage and when I was thrown into society, although I was aged, I was a social toddler. So I learned to be a chameleon I changed myself for whatever group I was around. I have no real identity. It sickens me.