
Ozchyn
Iron
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i try to act neurotypical thinking it'll make me look more mature/normal and accepted/respected --> instead it looks autistic and weirdly retarded and worst of all boring. if only i could be what i am like when im all by myself at home or with my family. my true self, intelligent, funny, relaxed, showing how i feel exactly how i feel and think. i cant break out of this social mask that ive caged myself in. it's not flexible like how one is fluid and not stiff when he's truly himself. any effective adivce?