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It all started because of one situation. I always considered myself an empathetic and caring person. I also used to listen to people well and do things the right way, or at least that's who I was.
I met a girl on Instagram who, from my personal point of view, was beautiful—perfect both physically and mentally. Whenever I talked to her, I felt different. Even though I wasn't insecure, I knew I was underweight and not attractive to women. I don't blame myself that much, though. I was still in high school, I still had a lot of developing to do, and honestly, I didn't have much to offer. Even so, she said she liked me.
We used to play video games, spend hours talking on calls, and go out only a few times, but one day everything changed. Everything was going well until, on February 14th, she apologized to me for no reason. Just a few minutes later, she posted a picture with another guy saying she had said yes to being his girlfriend. That moment hit me hard and gave me very deep doubts and insecurities.
From that point on, I became obsessed with understanding how the human mind works. I started improving my mental state, my emotional intelligence, and my rational thinking, but I felt like I was missing something important: my physique.
I always thought that attraction was very subjective, but I also realized that there are always patterns. Little by little, I became a completely different person. My ideas and beliefs changed. I became more rational, more apathetic, and more aggressive when it came to my goals. I was even willing to die just to know what it would feel like to achieve them.
I set out to become the best at what I wanted to do and, personally, to become better than everyone else. My friends told me I had gone through an incredible transformation, and honestly, my life changed completely.
As for the girl, during these past five years she even cried, asking me to come back. But what truly makes me sad is feeling like I'll never be happy again because I'm no longer ignorant. Now people see me the way I always wanted them to, but I still feel empty because I always want more, and I don't have a real reason to keep going.
This is literally just the summary of something much bigger. It was the beginning of the end of my old self, a version of me that I despise and that disgusts me whenever I think about it.
I'm a firm believer in continuous self-improvement. Helping my friends and showing everyone what I've achieved represents, to me, having control and balance. I developed very valuable skills that almost nobody I know has. Right now, I'm just a guy whose only obvious attribute is being 6'3", but someone who chose to keep climbing instead of settling for self-acceptance.
There's always more. You can always improve. And if you didn't achieve it, it's because you didn't want it badly enough.
I still want to climb much higher. I'm planning big things, and I'm building solid financial capital. People can criticize me, but all I want is for us to support each other so we can achieve more and make society admire us instead of looking down on us.
I could tell a lot more, but this is already too long.
This is who I am.
(Holy sub-5)
Love you all...
I met a girl on Instagram who, from my personal point of view, was beautiful—perfect both physically and mentally. Whenever I talked to her, I felt different. Even though I wasn't insecure, I knew I was underweight and not attractive to women. I don't blame myself that much, though. I was still in high school, I still had a lot of developing to do, and honestly, I didn't have much to offer. Even so, she said she liked me.
We used to play video games, spend hours talking on calls, and go out only a few times, but one day everything changed. Everything was going well until, on February 14th, she apologized to me for no reason. Just a few minutes later, she posted a picture with another guy saying she had said yes to being his girlfriend. That moment hit me hard and gave me very deep doubts and insecurities.
From that point on, I became obsessed with understanding how the human mind works. I started improving my mental state, my emotional intelligence, and my rational thinking, but I felt like I was missing something important: my physique.
I always thought that attraction was very subjective, but I also realized that there are always patterns. Little by little, I became a completely different person. My ideas and beliefs changed. I became more rational, more apathetic, and more aggressive when it came to my goals. I was even willing to die just to know what it would feel like to achieve them.
I set out to become the best at what I wanted to do and, personally, to become better than everyone else. My friends told me I had gone through an incredible transformation, and honestly, my life changed completely.
As for the girl, during these past five years she even cried, asking me to come back. But what truly makes me sad is feeling like I'll never be happy again because I'm no longer ignorant. Now people see me the way I always wanted them to, but I still feel empty because I always want more, and I don't have a real reason to keep going.
This is literally just the summary of something much bigger. It was the beginning of the end of my old self, a version of me that I despise and that disgusts me whenever I think about it.
I'm a firm believer in continuous self-improvement. Helping my friends and showing everyone what I've achieved represents, to me, having control and balance. I developed very valuable skills that almost nobody I know has. Right now, I'm just a guy whose only obvious attribute is being 6'3", but someone who chose to keep climbing instead of settling for self-acceptance.
There's always more. You can always improve. And if you didn't achieve it, it's because you didn't want it badly enough.
I still want to climb much higher. I'm planning big things, and I'm building solid financial capital. People can criticize me, but all I want is for us to support each other so we can achieve more and make society admire us instead of looking down on us.
I could tell a lot more, but this is already too long.
This is who I am.
(Holy sub-5)
Love you all...
