soical anxiety

[ducky_ltn]

at the age 12 i been suffreing from soical anxity every fucking day i wake up thinking how do iact today so ppl think im cool or cooler and always afraid to talk to ppl how i eat if ppl look at me if they judge me im afraid to go out eat cuz im afraid how ppl look at and tell me that i should kms never made real freinds they just using me for them to be drunk and bully me and while they go better and better i rot in my room hoping will "god" kill me and finally and my life at 12 and being depressed all the time jfl