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I don’t identify with my name anymore. I can tell that it’s my name ofc but I feel nothing when someone mentions it
I’m not attracted to any women anymore. They all scare me and give me mini cortisol spikes
I can’t make eye contact anymore after a major cortisol attack I had.
I’ve become increasingly delusional and a magical thinker. Example, I felt like a stop light was evil/hated me so I went far out of my way to avoid it because I felt like it was going to kill me over
I can only speak in a monotone. I am literally incapable of expressing emotions in my voice anymore. I talk in a quiet, mumbling, stuttering voice
I feel extremely stressed whenever there is anyone else within like 50 feet of me and clam up
Despite this, I am the happiest i have ever been and genuinely enjoy life now. I might try to make a friend(s) after my surgeries (5ish yrs away)
I’m not attracted to any women anymore. They all scare me and give me mini cortisol spikes
I can’t make eye contact anymore after a major cortisol attack I had.
I’ve become increasingly delusional and a magical thinker. Example, I felt like a stop light was evil/hated me so I went far out of my way to avoid it because I felt like it was going to kill me over
I can only speak in a monotone. I am literally incapable of expressing emotions in my voice anymore. I talk in a quiet, mumbling, stuttering voice
I feel extremely stressed whenever there is anyone else within like 50 feet of me and clam up
Despite this, I am the happiest i have ever been and genuinely enjoy life now. I might try to make a friend(s) after my surgeries (5ish yrs away)
