"Someone is fucking with me" round 2?

[Jesus_ist_König]

Spoiler: Round 1

Someone is fucking with me

I watched bad videos (mexican cartel or smth) and now the voices are saying things like "I will cut of your leg" and similar stuff. Yes jfl at me and think its larp. I took 50 mg daridorexant yesterday i wont probably but i might bump it up to 75 mg i want to sleep and im already sweating i...

looksmax.org

Im so so stupid. I dont know what made me go back. I dont know at all what made me go back. I dont enjoy watching it, it disgusts me. Im scared that I will hear evil voices again. The last time I talked with a good voice was like 2 days ago for 5 minutes with voice 1 (friendly), but the 2 weeks b4 that i didnt talk to them at all (since im taking Vyvanse and it makes them go away).

Its getting late and they always used to come at night. I havent heard any of them but im scared of them appearing.

I will take 50 mg daridorexant and 2.5 mg Olanzapine. Im fucking scared bro. Why did I go back to watch that shit.

@Centurion_Hunter @Brava @iwannasleeponurlap

What can I do?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I havent eaten today at all but I dont really feel like eating, especially after seeing that content again. Like its not that im shivering or smth but Im scared

 

[dragomog]

mental stability of a female

 

[Fragments]

I can't get what I saw out of my head

 

[Lyndon]

Spoiler: Round 1

Someone is fucking with me

I watched bad videos (mexican cartel or smth) and now the voices are saying things like "I will cut of your leg" and similar stuff. Yes jfl at me and think its larp. I took 50 mg daridorexant yesterday i wont probably but i might bump it up to 75 mg i want to sleep and im already sweating i...

looksmax.org

Im so so stupid. I dont know what made me go back. I dont know at all what made me go back. I dont enjoy watching it, it disgusts me. Im scared that I will hear evil voices again. The last time I talked with a good voice was like 2 days ago for 5 minutes with voice 1 (friendly), but the 2 weeks b4 that i didnt talk to them at all (since im taking Vyvanse and it makes them go away).

Its getting late and they always used to come at night. I havent heard any of them but im scared of them appearing.

I will take 50 mg daridorexant and 2.5 mg Olanzapine. Im fucking scared bro. Why did I go back to watch that shit.

@Centurion_Hunter @Brava @iwannasleeponurlap

What can I do?

You shouldn't watch that shit, and i think you already know that bhai
I think that taking your medication will help
Don't let the voices win son

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I can't get what I saw out of my head

Oh no what did you see?

 

[Fragments]

Oh no what did you see?

Innocent people being tortured and killed

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

You shouldn't watch that shit, and i think you already know that bhai

I know i cant explain why I went back. Like i watch craniofacial surgeries here and there but you cant compare that with gore, its disgusting

i will add the gore websites to my coldturkey blocker and permablock till 2035 or smth

I think that taking your medication will help

Okay I will take olanzapine now but i dont know how fast it works

Don't let the voices win son

thanks i havent heard the bad ones in a long time

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Innocent people being tortured and killed

Same.

 

[Lyndon]

I know i cant explain why I went back. Like i watch craniofacial surgeries here and there but you cant compare that with gore, its disgusting

i will add the gore websites to my coldturkey blocker and permablock till 2035 or smth

Okay I will take olanzapine now but i dont know how fast it works

thanks i havent heard the bad ones in a long time

i'm in med school and I watch them too
But if you can't negotiate with yourself then stop watching everything that makes you think about it
You will be fine, if you need someone to talk to i'm here too bhai

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

i'm in med school and I watch them too
But if you can't negotiate with yourself then stop watching everything that makes you think about it
You will be fine, if you need someone to talk to i'm here too bhai

Thanks

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

@yyk117 bro im so blasphemous, i shouldnt be scared for I have God but I still am scared pray for me please

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I took 2,5 mg olanzapine
as of now the only scary thing is the darkness but besides that nothing

 

[yyk117]

@yyk117 bro im so blasphemous, i shouldnt be scared for I have God but I still am scared pray for me please

fuck man i hadn’t heard from u for a while abt this i thought the voices had gone for good. just take some rest bro praying for you

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

fuck man i hadn’t heard from u for a while abt this i thought the voices had gone for good. just take some rest bro praying for you

Thanks, yeah I havent posted about them cuz im on adhd meds again and they make them disappear.
I blocked the 2 gore websites I know so that I wont access them in the future

 

[iwannasleeponurlap]

Spoiler: Round 1

Someone is fucking with me

I watched bad videos (mexican cartel or smth) and now the voices are saying things like "I will cut of your leg" and similar stuff. Yes jfl at me and think its larp. I took 50 mg daridorexant yesterday i wont probably but i might bump it up to 75 mg i want to sleep and im already sweating i...

looksmax.org

Im so so stupid. I dont know what made me go back. I dont know at all what made me go back. I dont enjoy watching it, it disgusts me. Im scared that I will hear evil voices again. The last time I talked with a good voice was like 2 days ago for 5 minutes with voice 1 (friendly), but the 2 weeks b4 that i didnt talk to them at all (since im taking Vyvanse and it makes them go away).

Its getting late and they always used to come at night. I havent heard any of them but im scared of them appearing.

I will take 50 mg daridorexant and 2.5 mg Olanzapine. Im fucking scared bro. Why did I go back to watch that shit.

@Centurion_Hunter @Brava @iwannasleeponurlap

What can I do?

bro im rotting on tiktok and for no reason i almost watched gore like some killing or suicide thing but i stopped myself like right before. I mean i can take it but still its not enjoyable or anything

 

[krieg]

This nigga genuinely possessed by satan

 

[Brava]

Bro why won’t you just take some melatonin please try it. With some l theanine

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Bro why won’t you just take some melatonin please try it. With some l theanine

Huh i already did? bro daridorexant is 10 times more potent and melatonin btw

 

[AUGUST.6foot6]

Spoiler: Round 1

Someone is fucking with me

I watched bad videos (mexican cartel or smth) and now the voices are saying things like "I will cut of your leg" and similar stuff. Yes jfl at me and think its larp. I took 50 mg daridorexant yesterday i wont probably but i might bump it up to 75 mg i want to sleep and im already sweating i...

looksmax.org

Im so so stupid. I dont know what made me go back. I dont know at all what made me go back. I dont enjoy watching it, it disgusts me. Im scared that I will hear evil voices again. The last time I talked with a good voice was like 2 days ago for 5 minutes with voice 1 (friendly), but the 2 weeks b4 that i didnt talk to them at all (since im taking Vyvanse and it makes them go away).

Its getting late and they always used to come at night. I havent heard any of them but im scared of them appearing.

I will take 50 mg daridorexant and 2.5 mg Olanzapine. Im fucking scared bro. Why did I go back to watch that shit.

@Centurion_Hunter @Brava @iwannasleeponurlap

What can I do?

are u schizo

 

[iwannasleeponurlap]

Huh i already did? bro daridorexant is 10 times more potent and melatonin btw

bro its just for me this cycle of wanting more and more extreme content and i dont know why i enjoy it

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

are u schizo

No, but I hear some type of voices. The arent as real as a human voice though. My therapist said its cuz of hyperalertness or smth

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

bro its just for me this cycle of wanting more and more extreme content and i dont know why i enjoy it

Imma stick to watching le forts

 

[iwannasleeponurlap]

Imma stick to watching le forts

yeah for me its just this weird cycle man to watching edits of shooters and its slowly but surely going towards me watching gore. but i dont really get that sick or squirmy from gore but still

 

[AUGUST.6foot6]

No, but I hear some type of voices. The arent as real as a human voice though. My therapist said its cuz of hyperalertness or smth

Dont really know what i can say to help, maybe sleep with the lights on or sumn that used to help when i was home alone at like 5 years old haha jokes aside get a new therapist that aint normal brah

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

yeah for me its just this weird cycle man to watching edits of shooters and its slowly but surely going towards me watching gore. but i dont really get that sick or squirmy from gore but still

bro stop watching shooters

 

[iwannasleeponurlap]

bro stop watching shooters

i dont know why bro but sometimes i relate to them or feel very "vengeful" or something chatgpt told i have something like rumination or something but i keep watching these school and incel shooters but i'll try to stop

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

i dont know why bro but sometimes i relate to them or feel very "vengeful" or something chatgpt told i have something like rumination or something but i keep watching these school and incel shooters but i'll try to stop

block with cold turkey blocker

 

[iwannasleeponurlap]

block with cold turkey blocker

its tiktok i cant really block it as i said i was on the brink of watching these shooters but didnt

 

[Brava]

Huh i already did? bro daridorexant is 10 times more potent and melatonin btw

How much mg of melatonin? And daridoxersnt

 

[Centurion Hunter]

Spoiler: Round 1

Someone is fucking with me

I watched bad videos (mexican cartel or smth) and now the voices are saying things like "I will cut of your leg" and similar stuff. Yes jfl at me and think its larp. I took 50 mg daridorexant yesterday i wont probably but i might bump it up to 75 mg i want to sleep and im already sweating i...

looksmax.org

Im so so stupid. I dont know what made me go back. I dont know at all what made me go back. I dont enjoy watching it, it disgusts me. Im scared that I will hear evil voices again. The last time I talked with a good voice was like 2 days ago for 5 minutes with voice 1 (friendly), but the 2 weeks b4 that i didnt talk to them at all (since im taking Vyvanse and it makes them go away).

Its getting late and they always used to come at night. I havent heard any of them but im scared of them appearing.

I will take 50 mg daridorexant and 2.5 mg Olanzapine. Im fucking scared bro. Why did I go back to watch that shit.

@Centurion_Hunter @Brava @iwannasleeponurlap

What can I do?

Cant u take sleeping drugs and sleep

 

[Deleted member 337609]

Spoiler: Round 1

Someone is fucking with me

I watched bad videos (mexican cartel or smth) and now the voices are saying things like "I will cut of your leg" and similar stuff. Yes jfl at me and think its larp. I took 50 mg daridorexant yesterday i wont probably but i might bump it up to 75 mg i want to sleep and im already sweating i...

looksmax.org

Im so so stupid. I dont know what made me go back. I dont know at all what made me go back. I dont enjoy watching it, it disgusts me. Im scared that I will hear evil voices again. The last time I talked with a good voice was like 2 days ago for 5 minutes with voice 1 (friendly), but the 2 weeks b4 that i didnt talk to them at all (since im taking Vyvanse and it makes them go away).

Its getting late and they always used to come at night. I havent heard any of them but im scared of them appearing.

I will take 50 mg daridorexant and 2.5 mg Olanzapine. Im fucking scared bro. Why did I go back to watch that shit.

@Centurion_Hunter @Brava @iwannasleeponurlap

What can I do?

professional victim

- watches bad video
- gets side effects
- watches it again for some reason
- "im scared what can i do"

you can maybe stop watching it?

 

[kisslessvirgin]

how much vyvansse are you taking

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

How much mg of melatonin? And daridoxersnt

took 50mg daridorexant and 2,5 mg olanzapine
i slept 11 hours and im still super sleepy

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

professional victim

- watches bad video
- gets side effects
- watches it again for some reason
- "im scared what can i do"

you can maybe stop watching it?

Yeah i blocked it

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Btw nothing happened yesterday. Took 50 mg daridorexant and 2,5 mg olanzapine and i fell straight asleep and slept 11 hours. Im so fucking sleepy even though it is midday

 

[Brava]

took 50mg daridorexant and 2,5 mg olanzapine
i slept 11 hours and im still super sleepy

Can you lock in a circadian rhythm?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Can you lock in a circadian rhythm?

wdym?

 

[Brava]

wdym?

Can you go to bed at the same time and wake up at the same time everyday?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Can you go to bed at the same time and wake up at the same time everyday?

yes

 

[Brava]

yes

Do it everyday