Someone tell me what this means (I am sd Autist)

[nevermind2]

I dont write in good english because its a bad country


Story::
I go to restaurant with my 2 female cousin who live in same city and they invite me (based i get free food)
They talk about job and ask me I say I have no job in planning jfl. One say I could do the ad as actor or sth one friend of her do it and make good money. The other ask so he is a very gl. She say no you have to not be too gl for this. So the other ask so the guy she knows isn't good looking? She says no he is a average a bit above.
This means they think I am average? I think maybe its good interpret cause its talk about another man it means not so much virtue signal. Or its just random and I am too autistic about it??Pls someone with social cleverness tell me what this means

 

[Zeruel]

 

[Vermilioncore]

It means you need to catch the Schery Train

 

[HumidVent]

Family members always over rate you. My female cousins would always compare me to Jude law or Johny Depp while growing up.

 

[nevermind2]

It means you need to catch the Schery Train

Sadly I'm not suicidal I wish I was kinda but never in my life I seriously thought about it I'm too narcy for this. I'm like narcy and no worth at same time

 

[Vermilioncore]

Sadly I'm not suicidal I wish I was kinda but never in my life I seriously thought about it I'm too narcy for this. I'm like narcy and no worth at same time

Naaa bozo you dead meat, i dug your grave already, go commit schery now, I already got your death certificate signed too, undertaker type shit innit bluddy

 

[nevermind2]

Naaa bozo you dead meat, i dug your grave already, go commit schery now, I already got your death certificate signed too, undertaker type shit innit bluddy

No I have something great to achieve. Also going Infront of a train is boring and stupid if U fuck your life due to society being a bitch to you do STH meaningful like try to cause a war or go er or STH so most other people suffer from your actions . It's only fair