something i realized

[boxillo]

ik this is like super obvious but whenever i see myself in dark with light on me i look so much better than normal and i just realized how fucking achievable it is to look like that at all times by just fixing skin and coloring which im in process of doing already. my height is probably the only thing im really mad about after that TBH my lower third not the best but idk just thought id say this because i always look so much better in pictures but i could realistically look like that irl soon enough

 

[TopTierIncel42]

How tall are you?

 

[jester triad]

ik this is like super obvious but whenever i see myself in dark with light on me i look so much better than normal and i just realized how fucking achievable it is to look like that at all times by just fixing skin and coloring which im in process of doing already. my height is probably the only thing im really mad about after that TBH my lower third not the best but idk just thought id say this because i always look so much better in pictures but i could realistically look like that irl soon enough

dnr

 

[boxillo]

How tall are you?

5'8

 

[boxillo]

dnr

ok, just saying it im not tryna tell anyone anything groundbreaking just realize im too hard on myself and that where i want to be facially (like pictures i think i look good in) im not too far from looking like that irl.

 

[TopTierIncel42]

5'8

Barefoot?

 

[boxillo]

Barefoot?

just under ya, i fraud to 5'10

 

[boxillo]

just under ya, i fraud to 5'10

but where i live everyones tall as shittt

 

[TopTierIncel42]

but where i live everyones tall as shittt

Europe? But your height is not a major falio op. Not a big thing to stress about

 

[boxillo]

Europe? But your height is not a major falio op. Not a big thing to stress about

thanks man no i dont wanna say exactly where i live on here idk, but its just pretty wealthy area for sure, but with boosters i dont feel super short and i just need to stop being inisecure ik theres a lotta cope about just be confident blah blah blah, but thats gotta be one of my biggest fucking issues. Im awkward and its really hard for me to have normal iinteractions because i am autistic. I do have pregabalin and baclofen on way, going to be experimenting with that. Thank you for the input though and reassuring me because a lotta people on here will just say oh youre not this height its over, when i think theres a lotta nuance to it

 

[TopTierIncel42]

thanks man no i dont wanna say exactly where i live on here idk, but its just pretty wealthy area for sure, but with boosters i dont feel super short and i just need to stop being inisecure ik theres a lotta cope about just be confident blah blah blah, but thats gotta be one of my biggest fucking issues. Im awkward and its really hard for me to have normal iinteractions because i am autistic. I do have pregabalin and baclofen on way, going to be experimenting with that. Thank you for the input though and reassuring me because a lotta people on here will just say oh youre not this height its over, when i think theres a lotta nuance to it

What helped me get over this was my thc vape pen and/or alcohol

 

[boxillo]

What helped me get over this was my thc vape pen and/or alcohol

ya i try to not, i have bad experience with alcohol plus dont wanna do that rn, but weed is cool i like just dont wanna do very often. thinking of taking a couple drugs to go out maybe once a week just get some practice talking to girls and other people etc..

 

[TopTierIncel42]

ya i try to not, i have bad experience with alcohol plus dont wanna do that rn, but weed is cool i like just dont wanna do very often. thinking of taking a couple drugs to go out maybe once a week just get some practice talking to girls and other people etc..

Sorry to hear that op. May sound like bs but going on sites like Omegle helped me improve my social skills a fuck ton. Try that

 

[boxillo]

Sorry to hear that op. May sound like bs but going on sites like Omegle helped me improve my social skills a fuck ton. Try that

lamooo i have i actually got some of the most attention i ever had bc i was just with a group of younger people my cousins age and a couple girls asked for my number and stuff i forgot about that but ya i guess that could kinda help thanks, i just wanna get over it and go do that shit irl though, all experience ive had with a girl has been awkward and her making every move etc.. i dont think i look bad i just think im retarded and that makes it hard to act a certain way

 

[jester triad]

ok, just saying it im not tryna tell anyone anything groundbreaking just realize im too hard on myself and that where i want to be facially (like pictures i think i look good in) im not too far from looking like that irl.

it’s js lighting bro but sure

 

[boxillo]

it’s js lighting bro but sure

ya i mean what do you think that lighting does?? doesnt change facial structure or anything, it just changes colors by definition which i just said im working on so i dont understand your point

 

[jester triad]

ya i mean what do you think that lighting does?? doesnt change facial structure or anything, it just changes colors by definition which i just said im working on so i dont understand your point

it doesn’t but makes lineages pop more or less depending if it’s good or bad and enhances facial depth
which is a pretty significant difference

 

[boxillo]

it doesn’t but makes lineages pop more or less depending if it’s good or bad and enhances facial depth
which is a pretty significant difference

i guess but wdym like if i got better coloring little leaner and perfect skin thats doing the same shit as lighting?

 

[jester triad]

i guess but wdym like if i got better coloring little leaner and perfect skin thats doing the same shit as lighting?

nah lighting is just lighting has nun to do w your actual facial structure
what you said would def make you improve tho ig

 

[boxillo]

nah lighting is just lighting has nun to do w your actual facial structure
what you said would def make you improve tho ig

ya