Something that is really unfortunate

[Deleted member 1901]

I don’t have time to think about what I want. All I want is to research aging and health, but I have school, work, other stuff to think about so I cannot even have freedom of my own thoughts. I don’t even care about school and I’m failing because I research collagen and PUFAs and mTOR and stuff instead of do the many assignments, and for work I only care about the money, I go to school every day of the week and then when the weekend finally comes I have to work both days and have homework to do (which I refuse to do)

There’s so many things in my life but I only care about aging. It’s really annoying how I have finite thoughts and must make sacrifices on what I can spend my time thinking about.