Something that started happening at night

[sergeant blackpill]

For the last year or so i commonly wake up in the middle of the night feeling intense feelings of guilt, fear and remorse for how i've lived my life. I'm not sure how i can describe the feeling but it feels as if i'm on the fast-track to death without anyone by my side and without ever having done anything good and having wasted my life. I get this feeling of urgency that it's too late and it causes me to wake up in a state of panic.

I wish i just had a friend i could talk to about anything like i did when i was a teen.

 

[Adriana Lima]

Sounds gay tbh

 

[Banned User]

Damn bro really be waking up to existential crises that’s crazy. Cope by realizing that nothing matters so if u live ur life having fun or live ur life rotting ur still gonna die and remember none of it.

 

[Hozay]

game.. over

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

lay off the drugs tbh

 

[Atem Rah]

I get this feeling of urgency that it's too late

 

[sergeant blackpill]

lay off the drugs tbh

wish i could.

 

[lutte]

wish i could.

What drogs?

 

[sergeant blackpill]

What drogs?

All kinds nigga, fuckin benzos, kratom, sometimes alcohol and lyrica in desperate times.
but it don't matter right now cuz it seems like my luck might be turning round.

 

[AlwaysHaveQuestions]

i had a friend i vent to
treated him like shit tbh
after high school i havent seen him then

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

For the last year or so i commonly wake up in the middle of the night feeling intense feelings of guilt, fear and remorse for how i've lived my life. I'm not sure how i can describe the feeling but it feels as if i'm on the fast-track to death without anyone by my side and without ever having done anything good and having wasted my life. I get this feeling of urgency that it's too late and it causes me to wake up in a state of panic.

I wish i just had a friend i could talk to about anything like i did when i was a teen.

Perhaps one has taken a liken of you. It doesn't mean to make you scared and all. Like a happy person can make you smile. Or a dying cow make you hungry. Or a vagina in heat make you horny. It is what it is. When you're in one's presence, you can feel and see millions of others' consciousnesses and fears; their dreams and wretchedness. Ugh.

 

[Tony]

Perhaps one has taken a liken of you. It doesn't mean to make you scared and all. Like a happy person can make you smile. Or a dying cow make you hungry. Or a vagina in heat make you horny. It is what it is. When you're in one's presence, you can feel and see millions of others' consciousnesses and fears; their dreams and wretchedness. Ugh.

bigjimmy good morning brocel

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

bigjimmy good morning brocel

Ugh, morning. Or is it night? Could both be nothing more than a delusion of light to night? Ugh.

 

[Tony]

Ugh, morning. Or is it night? Could both be nothing more than a delusion of light to night? Ugh.

do u like oranges

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

do u like oranges

By Kevin Doyle, no, I heaven read the book. How was it?

 

[Tony]

By Kevin Doyle, no, I heaven read the book. How was it?

dunno

 

[Deleted member 11127]

Wow, I have something similiar. I don't care while being awake or going to sleep, but when I wake up in the middle of the night I feel like fucking mental train hit me or something. It feels like your brain haven't find any copes yet and you are finally feeling how fucked up your life is.

 

[Deleted member 5786]

Wow, I have something similiar. I don't care while being awake or going to sleep, but when I wake up in the middle of the night I feel like fucking mental train hit me or something. It feels like your brain haven't find any copes yet and you are finally feeling how fucked up your life is.

Your body wants you to live normal non-incel life but its not possible @PingPong