Sometimes being an atheist is hard...

[Deleted member 29796]

Why are we so trapped by our subjective experience? When you really think about it, it's like torture. Is my existence here pure chance and thus, the pains I sustain are just things that happened? Or is there is meaning to all of this, yes, the suffering has purpose, endure it with grace, and you will be rewarded? And is that ascribed by some creator of this virtual world, or was it created by something greater than all of this, something capable of transcending subjectivity. That is a scary thought, there is so much power behind that idea. We wouldn't even be capable of fathoming this, like trying to fathom a tesseract...

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Maybe the religions are wrong, but what they are aiming at isn't wrong. We aren't as smart as we would like to be, but you must admit, over time, the things we can discover, even though it's primarily born out of exploitation, are things that are truly amazing. Where the religions started from, even back to the cave images, are amazing for our simple brains. All of us, from the brightest to the dullest, are truly amazing when you sit back and take it all in. It's possible the truth rests out there, and it's possible we won't live to see it, and I don't know why I continue to worry about it, but I keep hoping I will have it answered when my life comes to an end.

 

[Deleted member 29796]

fuck, hold strong atheists. I just wanted this saved somewhere, I need to start journaling. But I don't ever want someone to find my journal. The invasion of privacy is truly wicked, I'm starting to realize my authoritarian opinion on that is dumb, it's better to allow for privacy and just rear people that are less likely to be malicious in private.

 

[JackTheKnife]

I gave up on trying to figure it out. It's like running back and forward at the same time. The biggest minds can't find the answer, what chance does your 110IQ ass has? yeah right. Entertain yourself like a monkey till you die.

 

[Deleted member 29796]

I gave up on trying to figure it out. It's like running back and forward at the same time. The biggest minds can't find the answer, what chance does your 110IQ ass has? yeah right. Entertain yourself like a monkey till you die.

This reply, your profile image, and this thread topic provide irony. And yeah, it's possible that we could never find the answer, I just keep thinking humans can eventually become smart enough to answer origin, but maybe they also lack the time to do it.

I still tend towards leaving the world a better place though, a common central focus.

 

[JackTheKnife]

Another retard.

 

[Deleted member 29796]

Another retard.

explain, what have you read?

 

[JackTheKnife]

I just keep thinking humans can eventually become smart enough to answer origin

Possibly, but YOU can't do shit about it and probably not in your time. So just shut your mouth.

 

[BearBoy]

Being a man is even harder because of my cock its always hard as fuck!

 

[Deleted member 29796]

Possibly, but YOU can't do shit about it and probably not in your time. So just shut your mouth.

The irony is that YOU can't make that declarative, with certainty. lol

 

[JackTheKnife]

The irony is that YOU can't make that declarative, with certainty. lol

You want to mentally masturbate or talk facts? I see where you're going and you scream I'm a retard

 

[Deleted member 29796]

You want to mentally masturbate or talk facts? I see where you're going and you scream I'm a retard

I definitely know you see where I'm going, yet we can do nothing about the uncertainty of it... That means, yeah, I'm maybe a retard for pursuing it, but I feel heavily compelled to pursue it. No logic behind that, right? I could be wrong about that. But formally, there is no logic behind that.

 

[JackTheKnife]

I definitely know you see where I'm going, yet we can do nothing about the uncertainty of it... That means, yeah, I'm maybe a retard for pursuing it, but I feel heavily compelled to pursue it. No logic behind that, right? I could be wrong about that. But formally, there is no logic behind that.

There's nothing more cringe than a midwit tryna go deep. Sue me.

 

[Deleted member 29796]

There's nothing more cringe than a midwit tryna go deep. Sue me.

How can you quantify an understanding of origin?

 

[JackTheKnife]

How can you quantify an understanding of origin?

Nigga shut the fuck up. What's your favorite videogame?

 

[Deleted member 29796]

Nigga shut the fuck up. What's your favorite videogame?

Easier to do a movie, but games, the biggest impact a game had on me came from Dark Souls. My favorite games are Last of Us 2, Halo 2, Jet Set Radio Future, and really any writer that tries to make you think a bit more.

 

[JackTheKnife]

Easier to do a movie, but games, the biggest impact a game had on me came from Dark Souls. My favorite games are Last of Us 2, Halo 2, Jet Set Radio Future, and really any writer that tries to make you think a bit more.

Alright, name 3 movies.

 

[Deleted member 29796]

Alright, name 3 movies.

The movies that had the biggest impact on me were Cinderella Man, Children of Men, Memoirs of a Geisha, and Memories of Murder. All of those movies have similar release dates, I found the discs in a cd case and just happened to watch them because the covers looked cool. I honestly can't do away with the underlying foundation those movies created for my thinking, probably why I have too much empathy.