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And then it hits me all of a sudden. I think of myself as white, looksmaxxing made me more self-conscious about my race, before I didn't even think about it JFL. It hits me so suddenly like thinking about myself is like thinking about some random guy its weird, it feels like the opposite of derealization and so sudden. Don't know why its hard to accept myself and my place in society its weird to think about everyone I have ever known has perceived me as a hapa abomination. when I was a child I dind't know asian wasn't white I only knew light skin and dark skin light skin and dark skin not what is race