Sometimes I forget I'm alive

[fauxfox]

I'm on autopilot than all of a sudden it's like I become sentient again and I look at my hands and realize I'm alive. This happens like 8 times a day and it's so fucking WEIRD.

I'm just sitting in class and it hits me, I am alive, I exist, I am no longer on autopilot.

Does this happen to anyone else?

 

[wellthatsucks]

I am just an observer of myself

 

[fauxfox]

I am just an observer of myself

Do you ever feel like life is a movie/story and you're watching the main character live it? Wondering what he'll do next?

 

[Aesthetic]

Sometimes i space out and when i come back to my senses i confuse myself hard.

 

[karbo]

i guess ur low-inhib as fuck too?

 

[fauxfox]

Sometimes i space out and when i come back to my senses i confuse myself hard.

Is it like a sensory overload?
It's like I'm dormant and just surface and realize I'm a sentient being and in control of my life.

i guess ur low-inhib as fuck too?

I mean, ever since this has been happening I've been much more outgoing. I'm so depersonalized I rarely feel anxiety or fear now.

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[wellthatsucks]

Do you ever feel like life is a movie/story and you're watching the main character live it? Wondering what he'll do next?

Nah I'm only depersonalized when I talk to people, but I've stopped doing that for a while