sometimes i really doubt it all

[valentine]

i often think about whether surgery is really worth it. i never saw it as something positive, yet i constantly see people talking about getting 100 surgeries to ascend and slay. i am not the type of person who cares about dating or slays in the first place. to me that whole mindset feels degenerate and i have other interests. i want to stay as far away from that lifestyle and those people as possible.
for me getting surgery almost feels like accepting defeat but i cant explain why, putting so much of my self worth on looks will likely hurt me in the long run. and at the same time it seems to be the only way
i hope that once i am done i can stop obsessing over my looks and get back to doing what i actually like. for now im stuck
@hax

 

[valentine]

im afraid i will regret everything in the future. even if i do get all of my surgeries and succeed im still a fraud

 

[dumb]

even if i do get all of my surgeries and succeed im still a fraud

nocturnalkent syndrome. still a ltn down down but 'ascended' if you call it that jfl

 

[zygosmasher12]

im afraid i will regret everything in the future. even if i do get all of my surgeries and succeed im still a fraud

who cares if youre mogging, im not gonna give a shit, its like still being sad that you were ugly when you were a little kid. its always better on the other side

 

[valentine]

nocturnalkent syndrome. still a ltn down down but 'ascended' if you call it that jfl

wow i would hate to be compared to him or any of these looksmax influencer flops

 

[imontheloose]

Life is unfair, no need to try and play fair and bully yourself into not frauding your genetic worth

 

[valentine]

who cares if youre mogging, im not gonna give a shit, its like still being sad that you were ugly when you were a little kid. its always better on the other side

dont you think you will feel like a complete fraud after surgery. its like admitting defeat, life forced you to do this to yourself

 

[dumb]

wow i would hate to be compared to him or any of these looksmax influencer flops

besides that, truly its worth it to get surgery and ascend then leave all fourms and internet. Quality of life will 100% improve and if you care about slaying and relationships you will have more options. halo effect is real

 

[valentine]

Life is unfair, no need to try and play fair and bully yourself into not frauding your genetic worth

my main problem here is conflicting interests, im really not the type of person to normally be into looksmaxxing and surgery, and i dont even care about the things it gets you. its like life is forcing me to do all this, its not by choice

 

[zygosmasher12]

dont you think you will feel like a complete fraud after surgery. its like admitting defeat, life forced you to do this to yourself

no not really. its not our fault we got dealt a bad hand in life, but being proactive about shitty situations and turning them into the best you can is the only thing you can really do in this life. its like you get gifted 100 mil and then 'feel like a fraud' because youre not poor anymore, be real nigga once youre slaying stacys you wont give a shit. we all wish we could get stacys and live happily ever after but its time to wake up to reality and stop this soppy shit. WE will be hitting htn in 2026 nigga

 

[valentine]

besides that, truly its worth it to get surgery and ascend then leave all fourms and internet. Quality of life will 100% improve and if you care about slaying and relationships you will have more options. halo effect is real

i hope i can succeed and leave everything behind

 

[valentine]

be real nigga once youre slaying stacys you wont give a shit. we all wish we could get stacys and live happily ever after

muh slays muh stacy

 

[dumb]

i hope i can succeed and leave everything behind

you will, once you become above average you better than 80% of men. always remember to bluepillthe normies and never bring up the fourm

 

[valentine]

you will, once you become above average you better than 80% of men. always remember to bluepillthe normies and never bring up the fourm

i wish i was normie

 

[zygosmasher12]

muh slays muh stacy

if you dont care about it then dont get it, its pretty simple. no one is really forcing you. maybe u feel pressure from being on the forum and feeling like you need to be a hardcore looksmaxxer, but its not real. only do it if youre positive it will be a good thing for you in every realm of reality

 

[imontheloose]

my main problem here is conflicting interests, im really not the type of person to normally be into looksmaxxing and surgery, and i dont even care about the things it gets you. its like life is forcing me to do all this, its not by choice

I’m mostly ace and I want surgery too. It comes down to BDD but who cares? I don’t want to be healed from any issue I have. I was meant to have these problems, life doomed me to have them.

Life is indeed forcing you. The only beauty of this is that you can pull the plug.

 

[moongazer]

i often think about whether surgery is really worth it. i never saw it as something positive, yet i constantly see people talking about getting 100 surgeries to ascend and slay. i am not the type of person who cares about dating or slays in the first place. to me that whole mindset feels degenerate and i have other interests. i want to stay as far away from that lifestyle and those people as possible.
for me getting surgery almost feels like accepting defeat but i cant explain why, putting so much of my self worth on looks will likely hurt me in the long run. and at the same time it seems to be the only way
i hope that once i am done i can stop obsessing over my looks and get back to doing what i actually like. for now im stuck
@hax

Dont stray too much down the path

 

[imontheloose]

i hope i can succeed and leave everything behind

You won’t. You’re stuck forever and your brain is rotten beyond repair. That’s the sad truth. There is no escape.

 

[dumb]

if you dont care about it then dont get it, its pretty simple. no one is really forcing you. maybe u feel pressure from being on the forum and feeling like you need to be a hardcore looksmaxxer, but its not real. only do it if youre positive it will be a good thing for you in every realm of reality

so true @valentine you don't gotta hardmax, softmaxxing goes a long way. i too agree that all the fordworshipping and mog culture that surrounds these fourms can get extreme. I like the way clav put it even though i dont agree with him 'I just wanna mog'. Being treated like a human where people are subconciously nicer to me sounds better idc about slaying stacies or htbs i genuinely just wanna settle down with a mtb or even a hltb as long as shes loyal and not a whore on some @Jason Voorhees stuff

 

[car12345]

i often think about whether surgery is really worth it. i never saw it as something positive, yet i constantly see people talking about getting 100 surgeries to ascend and slay. i am not the type of person who cares about dating or slays in the first place. to me that whole mindset feels degenerate and i have other interests. i want to stay as far away from that lifestyle and those people as possible.
for me getting surgery almost feels like accepting defeat but i cant explain why, putting so much of my self worth on looks will likely hurt me in the long run. and at the same time it seems to be the only way
i hope that once i am done i can stop obsessing over my looks and get back to doing what i actually like. for now im stuck
@hax

the thing is even if i get all those surgerys, i will never have a chance to relive my childhood etc. its already over. But for the time being im just gonna be rotting until i know how to move on. I will probably never be able to adapt to society but who cares tbh. relationship and sex doesnt really mean much to me, i just have some emotional neglect from childhood but thats all, i dont think i will ever be in an relationship (and if it would happen it would probably be super short like 2weeks). Hopefully i die peacefully in my sleep and dont have to wake up tommorow but thats it for now.

 

[valentine]

You won’t. You’re stuck forever and your brain is rotten beyond repair. That’s the sad truth. There is no escape.

i will try, and if i cant it means everything was a complete fail. i want to fix the obvious failos and move on

 

[imontheloose]

i will try, and if i cant it means everything was a complete fail. i want to fix the obvious failos and move on

Believe me, there is no hope. Your brain was cursed at birth. I’m so sorry.

 

[valentine]

i too agree that all the fordworshipping and mog culture that surrounds these fourms can get extreme

it disgusts me
i simply want to feel comfortable in my own skin

the thing is even if i get all those surgerys, i will never have a chance to relive my childhood etc. its already over. But for the time being im just gonna be rotting until i know how to move on. I will probably never be able to adapt to society but who cares tbh. relationship and sex doesnt really mean much to me, i just have some emotional neglect from childhood but thats all, i dont think i will ever be in an relationship (and if it would happen it would probably be super short like 2weeks). Hopefully i die peacefully in my sleep and dont have to wake up tommorow but thats it for now.

i honestly wish i was normie and unaware of everything, the more i think about looks and do research on the topic the more i realise im starting to forget who i am and what i like. doesnt feel good to admit this but 12 year old me knew who i am better than i do at 20

 

[valentine]

Believe me, there is no hope. Your brain was cursed at birth. I’m so sorry.

dnr

 

[PrettyLights]

Believe me, there is no hope. Your brain was cursed at birth. I’m so sorry.

this guy

 

[Acquiescence]

Try to at least see one surgery through and go from there

That’s my plan

 

[dumb]

i honestly wish i was normie and unaware of everything,

like this?


but id hate to be living a bluepilled life having no sucess with woman and not knowing why, i think its a blessing to have a diagnosis and a cure even if it does cost me thousands of dollars and hundreds of hours it still gives me hope knowing i can fix it

 

[valentine]

Try to at least see one surgery through and go from there

That’s my plan

already had one, will get more
im just an immature autistic loser at the end of the day, i will spend thousands on my looks just to play minecraft in my room

 

[valentine]

but id hate to be living a bluepilled life having no sucess with woman

but bluepilled normies do have some success with women theyre just not sex obsessed retards like people on this forum that want to slay every day muhhh slay muh stacy its disgusting to me

 

[Acquiescence]

already had one, will get more
im just an immature autistic loser at the end of the day, i will spend thousands on my looks just to play minecraft in my room

I’m mostly the same but I do have that occasional ember of extroversion and I’d love to finally have the looks to go along with it one day

 

[valentine]

I’m mostly the same but I do have that occasional ember of extroversion and I’d love to finally have the looks to go along with it one day

good luck

 

[dumb]

but bluepilled normies do have some success with women theyre just not sex obsessed retards like people on this forum that want to slay every day muhhh slay muh stacy its disgusting to me

nah they def are with sex especially frats and colleges bro you dont gotta be blackpilled to slay girls but to them its just normal everyday thing a product of our hookup culture driven society. Its just now as the incelophere gets more mainstream virgins are just realizing its involuntarily rather than voluntarily