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I remember being depressed on Dec 30 that I had nowhere to hang out at New Years, had been total incel since August till then. I looked for some online meetups and just decided to go for the first loser meetup which was there in a Karaoke bar in some random place in Mumbai. They decided to not let me in and I felt like a total fucking loser over it. So in the end, decided to go to the local club that my fam is member of. Somehow bumped into friends from school days and it was nice to see they have all let themselves go while I had an insane glow up few years back so they were shocked to see me after all these years, got with the popular chick from HS who didn't even know I existed back then, made out with her on New Years after dancing with her and her friend for a while (the feeling was beyond insane seeing some dudes who used to pick on me at 16 watch us dance with envy), then slept with another chick later. At 4am on Jan-1, end of party, got a call from a previous bumble match asking me to come over (I thought it was some house party so I went), she snuck me into her bedroom, had sex there, was full of hickies for the day. But went on a date the next morning, within like 30 min she said "honestly i'm just looking for something casual" and then pointed out the hickie on my neck and said "obviously so are you", banged at some hotel, got back. Next day, met a model chick, made out in the park, got back. The day after, decided to creep out another match, she reciprocated, met her, banged, got back. Come the next weekend, banged three of the girls at various times. Also went on a couple other dates in between, had some makeout seshs but no sex. The weekend after that, decided to take a break and went on a trip to a hill station, got mad drunk and high and had a good time, even embraced rejection when drunk from a bunch of aunty type girls. Got back sunday, super high but had sex with one girl in the evening (the hot chick), one girl at midnight. Yesterday too I got booty calls from two of them but I just decided to fck it now, I am not doing this shit, too old at 27, feels too low class or as whities call it, chavvy and I am too looksminned and ugly and not in a good enough place career wise to lose focus. And mad broke because hotels are expensive in Mumbai (and the chicks I am meeting are upper class and won't be going to shady hotels either) so was driving around so much. And exhausted and legit aged a couple years in past one month.
But anyway, my inceldom ended because I got rejected at a party by my own incel kind. Feels good man.
But anyway, my inceldom ended because I got rejected at a party by my own incel kind. Feels good man.
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